let me kill YOU !

forever and always

2012-03-04T21:21:00.000+08:00

2012-03-03T09:56:00.003+08:00

you shot my weakness because you know he's my weakness, that was the best finale thanks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :'D

2012-02-27T22:46:00.001+08:00

The last time I ate was @1045pm today and i had like 2piece of prata? I didnt had the appetite plus Need to ikat perut :')

2012-02-26T21:45:00.000+08:00

I'm so upset right now all I need Is someone to tell me everything will be okay even if I tell them to leave me so. Only she did it but I was expecting him. But no.... All he cares is what is happening not how I feel right now, because If he did, he would be texting me instead of tweeting :'(
This is so frustrating! Why can't people just see and use initiative? He thinks I'm hiding something from him when the truth is I'm upset about my dad. Yes, my dad. I miss him so much right now :'( mom brought his name up saying we'll be going to the court next week. The thing is he hasn't even contacted me that I even forgot when was the last time he texted/call me. It's like he pretends he doesn't have any daughter at all :'( the sad part is, he didn't even ask about my results last year!! It just shows that he doesn't fucking care!!!! Gosh why are men like this. I feel like giving up I swear.... All I need right now is you, but after all this, it's best you leave me alone. Let me know when you actually fucking care. You know what, forget it D;

"me too"

2012-02-26T11:14:00.003+08:00

Woken up by 3 morning text today but ze boy's text will be forever be my favourite :')
these days i think alot, like more than usual. yesterday i did nothing and just stayed at home did chores and watch teevee and eat and BASICALLY JUST laze around lor. today i WILL and MUST start my studies i have alot of revision to do thus i told RJ's i can't go out with him, the thing is i don't feel like going out with anybody except him and RJ said i've been neglecting him........ which was the truth but obviously i saved myself instead and told him i'm busy with stuffs which by the way wasnt a lie, i swear! i have common tests these days. gaaaahhh! okay guys, i think i should do something effective right now rather than sitting here and staring at my laptop hah.

butbutbut, i really miss someone so bad right now that i kept telling him but all he said was 'me too' :'l

he's having a hard time right now, i understand. i'm trying my best to be by his side and tell him everything is gonna be okay... because i know it will. it just takes time. i miss him alot. ive never miss anyone this much before. i still get butterflies in my stomach whenever im meeting him, but i guess he doesnt know what it means. it's like whenever i meet him, it seems like it's the first time im seeing him, which is ridiculous cause this has been going on for over a year right now........ and we only meet like once every week or two. this will be happening till the end of this year and i pray so hard that afterwards, things will look better and all these sacrifices will be paid off :')
xxxxxxxxxxxxx :*

3.2km

2012-02-25T11:51:00.008+08:00

PICTURES ARE ALL MIXED UP & THERE ARE MORE THAT JUST THIS. PS: NOT IN ORDER HAHAHAH SO

RAN 3.2KM IN THE MORNING
WENT HOME AND CHANGE
WENT OUT AGAIN >>MET BIRTHDAY GIRL
CELEBRATE @ WEST COAST
CHILL THERE THEN >> VIVO
VIVO >> SENTOSA BEACH
WAVE HOUSE
THEN STARGAZE WITH BABYGIRL
HEART TO HEART TALK//BITCH SESSION
WENT HOME

while on my way home texted ze boy....... thought wanna meet him :( but he was tired (was told he almost died :P) hahahah what only! so while texting i swear he kept disturbing me nbcb hahah yeah so reached home i went to bathe and SLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEPPPPP LOL so i woke up the next day which is today by his text message ;-) then i did HOUSE CHORES FUCK YEH TROLOL did it by myself okay!!! cause sissy went to training, mom was tired so i did what i had to do :P hehheheh. i guess i'm not going out today, it's a stay home watch bollywood day!!

and i have to study for my testsssssss. gahhhh!

Alright ENJOY YOUR WEEKENDS :*

xxox

Ok.

2012-02-23T20:55:00.004+08:00

Currently playing : thinking bout you // frank ocean

I just reached home, done with washing up. Lying on my bed now. Today was fucked up. I was so close to giving up everything then I thought of why I held on for so long. I experienced a close to death incident just now on my home :/ I was crossing the road, didn't look left nor right just down to my iPod trying to shuffle the songs so slower sad songs won't be played and then a man honk so Loud in his car I was dumbfounded I stood there for like 5 secs the quickly walk off :/ I've been day dreaming a lot lately. Sigh... It's just not right.
WHATEVER!!!!!! Ok so I went to U's house to finish up L's birthday suprise and videos and stuff Blablabla

Sometimes I wish to become a boy so I would just do what boys do. Woo whichever girls I want and then once I get bored I'll just leave them. And I don't have to feel hurt cause that's basically a boys job - to woo girls. right? I can do whatever I want. Go home as late as I want play football with the boys and stuffs guys do. Hmhmmm........
Hahhaa alright I need to wrap up 'presents' and then to bed early again :-)
Goodnight.

2012-02-22T22:46:00.002+08:00

I just woke up from a stupid nap :'( I thought I will wake up tomorrow but instead even this nap couldnt save me.. I'm just so upset :(( maybe continuing to sleep will solve the problem so I guess I'll go back to sleep? I just wonder how do people sleep so long because I can't.. I don't even know if what I'm doing is the right thing. I'm mentally stressed and physically tired. I don't know who I could trust anymore... I can't keep going on like this every night. Every night it happens I tell myself I need to reset. Which is fucking dumb. Who the fuck does that? Only insecure idiots. Argh I'm talking nonsense already, I pray so hard the next day will be a better day please oh please :') today just wasn't One of the good days. I need to stay calm & collected.........
Goodnight once again xx

It was a bad day

2012-02-22T21:12:00.001+08:00

The title says it all :'( let tomorrow be better please sigh

i spent 210212 with my love :-)

2012-02-21T19:51:00.003+08:00

CUTE RIGHT I KNOW! this is one of the reasons WHY i sooOoooOOooo wanna adopt a kitten/cat but love said no :( so mean. talking about it, he is mean!!!!!!! today (21022012, the date which i find very interesting) , i met baby after school and he is so mean that every word that comes out from his mouth is something very UGHHF it makes me mad >:/ one of the worst part was when he just HAD to tease me was this ONE DAMN TIME i accidentally snorted like a pig while laughing............ haish. and he uses that incident eversince!!!!! and there was one time he was like "you cute......macam babi" then snorted on purpose and laughed!!!!!! idk why but today he teased me alot :(( hais nevermind, i'll get used to it. ADA PERGI ADA BALIK OK!!! :B

Actually whatever happens before i met baby today wasn't as exciting that i totally fergot what i did in school but nevertheless i really loved today. I hope he enjoyed today as much as i do :')

tomorrow willl be a better day insyallah xxox

monday blues.

2012-02-20T19:56:00.004+08:00

jyahhhhhh that's because i didn't do my homework on saturday cause i went out with the girls well actually we were suppose to be doing our homeworks but as usual we got distracted pfffttt And since I went out on Sunday, I didn't had the time to continue which I thought I would lol I'm wrong. So anyway, it was practically a sleepy day I almost slept in all lessons but I forced myself not to!!! During English class I was chanting in my mind that ms Chong wouldn't call for us to pass up our homeworks LOL which she didn't but she told my FT to collect it for her from the whole class hahah so I finished it during my free time *phew* during mother tongue I was talking about Fuzzy wuzzy (it's a game) do you know how to play? Cause I just figured it today LOL my MT teacher was absent and was instructed to do one stupid karangan hais you know how much I hated karangans? ALOT. Yeah so blablabla after school I stayed back with M & S. M blabber so much about dicks and pussies -..- hahah and S was crossed just now with his girlfriend's attitude and the thing is he kept insulting her! Which was suprising because Its just..... Not him. So when it was prolly around 530 went home.

Actually I'm quite upset :( because love is upset. He didn't get to go.... You see thing is, he thinks I'm happy that he's not going because obviously I hate his absence. But the truth is I'd rather have him going and experience it but it's not like I prayed so that he wouldn't get to go right? :( that part I felt so.......... Idk I just hope he won't get so upset, sigh
Alright I need to sleep now, goodnight darlings xxox

Dear love, cheer up okay? You didn't get this good opp because there's a better one in the future, trust me! I love you :-*

bro, i'm marrying you.

2012-02-19T21:46:00.004+08:00

I'm havin a massive headache :/

but despite that i beam the whole of today, guess cause his presence really made me feel alive again. I've never felt as alive as today. I get to see his face, feel his hands in between min, his body heat, his smile and his stupid jokes that made me feel like a loser and at the end of it, he still made me feel like his princess :B never fail lor this boy.

So, today went to my ex workplace, to take my shoes before they threw them hahah and many things change in my workplace however the security never change cause he flirts and flirts never change ah -..-

afterwards we went to his aunt's place cause it's his niece's birthday! met his mom and relatives hahah his family is very the kecho i like! ~~Imagine marrying him, i'll have a very kecho family HAHAH~~ we took pictures but i couldnt receive it so no pictures for today!

ok so he sent me home :-) i love today, wonderfully sweet. He changed physically, he looks abit tired than usual, but his body is much firm than before :x guess from all his trainings but i hate it, i just think he overworks and stuff. i'm just concern ok :(

and i have this weird idea of adopting a rabbit or tortoise :/ you think i should get one? idk we'll see. or maybe not cause i'm such a lazy person i might not even care to feed them and sayang sayang them and play with them hahahahah ok i won't then, but what i know is in the future i def will have a kitten weather my partner likes it or not!!!!! hehehehehe.

& to you, i love you so much :*

didnt happen.

2012-02-18T23:17:00.004+08:00

Yeah it didn't happen but its okay, there's always a reason right? i was actually sad but i was immune to this, like i'm used to this you know? plus he's upset actually so maybe seeing my face would actually make him feel much worst? idk LOL and it was raining!! another point to just stay home! So instead i stayed home after training, lazed around and tried to end my book. the thing about this book is, i couldn't put it down!! but as i read i was texting him and halfway i got emotional -______- stupid right!! This the thing with me when i tend have these stupid flashbacks/reminiscing all those moments grrr ok whatever so halfway i didn't want to stay home and i ended up @ vivo with my girls like finally!!! hahah funny thing is we are in the same damn school but its not like we get to see each other you know? so meeting them really made me happy. i met M first then suddenly I rushed in topshop! hahah i was so happy i hugged her until i saw something that made me so crossed >:/ obviously i won't state it here but seriously!!!!! its about time she ughh ok nvm but i really understood her situation, she's so in love with him you know? and somewhat i could really relate to her :') haish. i just hope god will open his eyes and heart and make him realise his mistakes. we laughed alot today i swear, i couldnt help it, you know when i laugh so hard, my face is really epic :( its like i laughed and there's no sound coming out and my face freeze LOL idk if this explanation helps but yeah hahah i really love my girls, this includes them 5 ok!!

well these two are the same old girls last year when we took the picture hahah never change whatever we do we just had to laugh at something even the stupidest thing and when someone had something to share like its some catastrophe we'll be like SHIT JUST GOT REAL HAHAHAH wtf

heheheh. well tonight is really a beautiful night i must say but it's suprisingly and awkwardly extra cold and i remembered last year if i'm cold i would be wearing his big/thick/comfy nike sweater to sleep, but now its different, i wouldn't dare wear it cause it brings back memories, i'm not tryna forget him but neither do i want to remember them, because it's too memorable that it actually hurts. blablabla................................................... tomorrow's plan? hm idk. we'll see....

PS My ENG hmwrk not done yet! = DIE. hahahahha

PPS IM ACTUALLY FUCKING CONFUSED AND LOST

PPPS ~~IVE GOT THE URGE OF LETTING GO~~

WTV GOODNIGHT XXXXXXXX :*

unhappy.

2012-02-17T23:56:00.003+08:00

i'm quite sleepy actually & MEET MS PONTI-CHOMEL HAHAHA..................................ANYWAY
Today i was excited earlier on cause i thought i would be going to W.H in the afternoon but RCHL had sore eyes so we didn't go. Asked F, and she wasn't allowed to go either so i kind of spent my time @ home instead and read my second book called DUFF which contains quite a few sexual contents hahahha yup sex HAAHHA

There's homework have yet to complete and tomorrow morning there's training, gawsh. tomorrow HE said it's his favourite hindustan! and i thought we could watch it together :/ i really miss him, it has been 97856328162175 days since we last saw each other.
Oh Allah, Please make this happen :C
I miss him alot.

right, i got to go, umi scold alr ask me go sleep :B hehehekk,

nights <3

Titanic Exhibition.

2012-02-16T19:48:00.003+08:00

Best thing about today was that i actually smiled on my way to school i don't know why. which was good right? after all, since he left i have been gloomy all the while. actually there's a reason why i smiled, but its a seekrit!!! :p

SO TODAY, school was quite actually not bad, because the subjects on Thursday isn't bad at all & today ends at 1245pm so why not embrace it before torture comes right? so after school, the hall was packed with people watching B div girls' game against Pei Hwa Sec. But i was in between the noisy boys and then i R was behind me and P was there tooo!!!!!! ok skip this first, NEWSFLASH>>>> i don't mean to sound disrespectful but our school was given a penalty AND THEIR COACH DID NOT, I REPEAT, DID NOT PUT IN THEIR GOALKEEPER!!!!!!!!! WHICH MEANS, IT WAS A GODDAMN OPEN GOAL. THIS IS PATHETIC! I'VE NEVER SEEN ANYTHING LIKE THAT BEFORE. okay he has his reasons, but i just find it like.......krikkirik, you mean the coach gave up?! and my school coach wasn't happy either. He didn't like it. Zul actually recorded it i shall upload it here for you guys to witness how epic it was.

As i was saying, R was behind me so we had a lil convo :B idk lah i have this tiny crush but too bad, he's taken. i'm happy seeing him and his gf, they're cute together ;-)

AND P!? OMAIG LAH HAIS, he told me to watch the channel on monday @ 9.30pm!!! cause he'll be acting and i said "oh my boyfriend acting ah?" then he fucking wink at me!!!!!!!!!!!! HEHEHEHEH and HE KNOWS HOW TO SURF!!!!!! i found that out cause he saw the tag on my wrist. I'm so gonna go there with him since he said he has so many 1 for 1's maybe he was giving me a hint? HEH or maybe not........... idk whatever :P but something embarrasing happened -

AND SO MANY PEOPLE LIKE WTFWTFWTF HAIS

SO ANYWAY and baby N came to school after her doctor appointment, and i get to sit beside her! yeayea! :P and was talking to her P had to go off, i thought he wouldnt say bye to me since im talking but HE SWING HIS HAND INFRONT OF ME and signal me he's going off!!! i guess he wanted me to say goodbye mah alahais y u chomel? :B
ok so we went to titanic eexhibition at the white-lotus-looking building and actually............ i was expecting a 100% mind blowing exhibition but it was only 80% fun but for student group cost $10 only? def worth it ok!!!!!! so guys, go! you'll learn how cruel humans can be!! there's so much more than just the titanic movie itself.

So after that, seperated with the girls and i went with M,F & S to marina square's KFC ^^V

i thought i looked a bit too innocent here :P and the day ended well Alhamdulilah

Lastly, to the boy wherever you are, please don't injure yourself against Malaysians tomorrow okay? and cb, you need rest idiot! hais. play well and don't concede goals ok tayang, i love you and always will :*

My love for you was bulletproof until you came and shot me.

2012-02-15T19:16:00.003+08:00

Here's a song for a start :B One of my favourite song.

so anyway!!!! hehehehhe, sepet boy texted me omgggggggggggggggggggggggggg :O
i know, right. sigh :') actually he's abit too mentel ah despite how i find him fucking cute -...- but i know this is just temporary cause i'm just an option (as usual, even to him) LOL whatever it doesn't really affect me. hahah ok so today i ate mars chocolate in the morning and i was completely sleepy afterwards, NOTE TO SELF : SUGAR INTAKE RETARDS YOUR BRAIN!!!!!!!!!!!! yeah thats what my math teacher said. wenzday isnt really one of my favourite days cause after school, there's training. i guess i'll be playing for division 1 after all. against those singapore players/coaches! can't wait for the challenge. not gonna be easy,duh. but for experience why not right? ;-) and dee has been exceptionally sweet to me, every saturday after training we will go to KFC (standard place hahah) and when she wanna go off she will tell errbody "i'm on a date, bye!" hahah i find that cute! i really think she's a very nice person. i can tell her almost anything and she wouldnt get angry, if she is, she wont scold but be sarcastic instead, why can't earth have more people like her? hahah i love her alot. but she has a girlfriend. le sighhh HEHEHEH :B ok i should stop

~~I’ve never wanted to fall asleep next to someone so bad in my life.~~

and today, after training was walking to meet RCHL @ KFC, i actually felt so sad i teared a bit, that's cause i actually thought about HIM when i'm not suppose to. this is stupid. why am i suffering here while he's moved on and chasing girls? i miss every single thing about everything that has to do with you. i shouldn't be like this. whatever. just gtfo asap.

ohh and tomorrow!!!!!!! titanic exhibition @ ASM!!! yay! i hope it's going to be an awesome one!

here's for you guys whom wants to be in the titanic mood with me ok?

and then friday!!!!! heheheehehehe, i will have to finish off all my fucking assignments and revision before weekends and friday 7pm gawddddd!!!!!!!!!!!! but i will do this because i can! :-)
will sleep early tonight and play new songs on my playlist to sleep heheheh, weekends coming! cheer up people! life is too short for people who don't deserve to be thought of, so tell them to fuck off! HAHAHAH rhymes eh? it was on. the. spot one okk!!

mwax xx :-*

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2012-02-14T17:51:00.006+08:00

sup darlings,

that was one looong day! Okay, so it didnt started well actually cause something went wrong and i tried my best to forget about it cause after what i tried to do yesterday it seems like that person don't give a fucking damn, so i was and idiot for doing so. SO! in the morning, we had this non-beneficial thingy as we were suppose to be commemorating total defence day and i'm like the NE ambassador and when it was my class to present i swear everybody went like WHOAAA for obvious reasons!!!! because it's pretty like me! HAHA but i'm not joking and i was a bit crossed cause we didn't win :C oh well, so it was art class after wards and highlight of the day....

ME: ms goh, how to forget someone?
Ms G: KILL YOURSELF.
ME: WHAT
Ms G: hahaha i'm kidding, well naturally time will heal. spent time with your friends lor..

ME: then how about at night? what do i do?
Ms G: SLEEP n_n

seriously, that's what my art teacher said. if you know her, she's actually the best to confide with. however, the most sarcastic teacher ever i wish i had her skill. hekhek. and to day is valentine's day!!!! as i've said earlier, i don't celebrate it but i got this from my dearest angels FUCKYEAH!!! and fyi, i've still not touched my mars chocolate :3
p/s: thank you once again my dearest M.R & dearest L ♥

It was an epic day actually. RJ asked me out today to have coldstone with him but after what had happen yesterday and i have mixed emotions & i needed time to fixed myself, i kind of rejected him which makes me feel remorseful :/ sigh i'm sorry RJ, next time ok? and then the way he reply my text was like "ok.............." and obviously i could see that he's upset right! so i called and funny thing was he kept laughing lah this boy! this is why it's rare that me and him will merajuk. oh well. oh yah!! then there was this part of the convo i had to share!!!

him: when want meet ah?
me: idk, see how lah.
him: tomorrow you end what time?
me: mhm, 5+? i got training. oh yah this week my schedule kind of tight cause on thursday i'm going to the titanic exhibition, and on friday evening i'm going to wave house and on saturday......(have not finished talking)"

him: yah lah yah lah then saturday training again, sunday also not free, monday meet another guy tuesday dont know what"

me: *giggling*

hahah adowable much? i'm sorry lah ok!!!!!!!! i promise once i'm free, i'm all yours :P

after that, i had KFC date with A.G and M.R!!!!!!! HEHEHEHE :B

turns out to be amazingly awesome, kuudos for that! as usual, 80% we were talking utter rubbish but thats the main point! you can't talk rubbish with just any body you know, only those whom are close to you can do so, am i not right? oh yes honeyssssssss, this the video i'm talking about! ;-)

oh AND I CAN'T FUCKING WAIT TO GO ON THURSDAY's TITANIC EXHIBITION WITH MY LOVES AND SPEND MY TIME WITH R ON FRIDAY NIGHT DAMMIT I HOPE I GET TO SEE THAT CUTE INSTRUCTOR AGAIN :B

that's me acting cool with my ice cream mwahaha and i still have that tag till today, on my wrist and everybody thought i went to the hospital -_______-

alright hoping for a better tomorrow,insyallah, love you guys xxox

Go eat shit and die.

2012-02-14T01:48:00.002+08:00

Its 148AM right now and I can't fucking sleep damn it. Will delete my previos post cause it's fucking stupid. I just realize it now. I just realize that all these are fucking bullshit. I realize this at 2 fucking am in the morning when I'm suppose to be sleeping. Guess way I'm gonna fuck him off my life. And to you bitch, this goes to you.

Fucking burn in helll and fuck off
May fungus grow in you fucking testes

Thank you. LOL Grrrrr should be sleeping damn it!!!!!!

remember when you were away? i never tried to replace you. never...

2012-02-13T19:07:00.008+08:00

HAHAH ok so, this is the first ever post in 2012. so many memories in this blog, i swear. It's the 13th of february and tomorrow will be valentine's day!!! hahahah i don't celebrate but i just appreciate whoever is around me. Well, things has been crazyily insane only god knows what happened in my life. So today out of no where i've decided that i'll make the blog alive again. so let's recap, last year was 2011 and i cleared and reached my goals for my exams *alhamdulilah* and this year i'm sitting for another exams which is MAJOR i tell you!! so i kind of have to put and give my all. i thought that by typing my thoughts down and how i feel will actually improve my skills or something like that i dont know? hahaha. so anyway, everything is pretty much the same, sissy is still my monster, mom is doing better than last year :') and my girls are still by my side, though before school reopens, the one whom was there for me isn't with me right now. well, not anymore. talking about the person whom has been with me, well. i miss him. i miss him like alot.

To you :

i do not really understand why we're going through this but i think if he decides that its the best for us the let it be, right? i mean i can't force nor do anything. i've been fighting against alot. but all you did was pushed pushed and pushed me. you've never told me the real reason why you are doing this. but its ok. every body has their own reasons. i cherish every second i'm with you. the good and the bad. we laughed, we joked, we cried, we teased,

remember i'm always a loser at this game and i was so naive at looking at your damn hands and you make the sign!!!!! idk how to explain lah, but the picture will explain :P

we even got into trouble. remember you ran from bugis to cityhall back? remember all the movies we watched? challenging the stupid ice hockey? hahah the day i almost died when you had to go to KL and i'm here alone waiting for you to come back even if its only 4 days and thing is we even fought after you came back :/ but we made up didnt we? me dragging you to the library to accompany me? remember us spending one whole night together? we went to play pool then watched movie, cabbed to ecp walking like a zombie then in the end just stayed at macdonalds till we were bored and in the end spend the morning at the skypark? remember at your family's chalet? you played a game and told me youre going to win it for me but you lost (which i find you the most cutest) and then we went for a swim and best part was having your arms over me and i fell asleep (hehehe) then we kissed in the cold morning and said "morning baby" to each other? :') remember how i use to cry every single time you had to leave? i know it was a childish act but honestly ive never been this sad everytime a person had to say goodbye. only when you had to go it automatically just had to roll down. hais, but i did promised you i wouldn't cry anymore. hahah. and remember we fought the day before new year? then we make it up and met @ somerset basement and had my favourite ever dinner there. then to be honest it was the best new year ever, i spent it with you!!! yay!! and the couple outing, you me ardina and luqqy. taking polaroid pictures together? well, they are no more.... things change huh... see? how could i possibly forget you in just a day or two when you gave me memories no one could ever give? i believe we've been through alot. he's been the one i share things with. He's like my other half. and OMG!!!!!!!!!! today is actually our one year :'l you might not be with me right now but you know that i know that i can never forget this right? We're arent even together but i've always treated you like you are mine, i know. i know that i had never acknowledged you this simply because i didnt want to get hurt if things get too attached but funny thing is that i thought by telling myself you are not mine will solve the case but in the end i got hurt too, because we can never be together :/ i was so strong before you came, now you're my weakness and my strength. i was weak after you left, i was so weak i couldnt handle seeing all the convos you had with those pretty girls, i was so weak i cried myself to sleep, i was so weak i couldnt believe you moved on so fast and wanted to get me replaced so quickly, making your life occupied with things so you dont have to think about me, part of life should i say? everyday since that day i fight the urge of texting and calling you because i kept telling myself this shouldnt go on. i've been a burden to you.. i've been the worst and i dont want you to end up being with this girl whose been the worst. if you were to ever thought if this hurts me? it hurts so fucking much because if it didnt, my mom wouldnt get mad at me for crying so hard like someone died that my face got swollen. that's how bad it is... whatever it is, i will never forget you ok? i love you.

i guess whatever i typed says it all.

Goodnight xxox

2012-01-22T11:55:00.000+08:00

oh, HI.

Im back.

2010-12-24T20:35:00.004+08:00

Heyhey. haha, yes, im starting to blog again eventough i know, there are not readers out there, however, when i look at my dusty blog, i started to log in again, life has changed alot from me. i recently broke up. I dont have much friends, been spending my time in floorball. So as i look through my old posts, theres so much memories that i cant bare to just erase all. so here i am. i wish i will stick to posting everyday, but as you know it, i cant. as usual- im not free. but i will. promise. haha. Anyway, today i just came back from my 3days2nights misery,tiring but worth it floorball training camp. been training and stuff. i did my beep test. i met the coach's target & im happy cause i didnt thought i would endure that long. im gonna improve. mhm, if your wondering why i said i dont have much friends, its cause, i really dont. i dont mix much. i dont talk much, idk.. things just change. im more independent now as you can see. i dont have a boyfriend, but he is still the someone who i trust and will be there when i need him and whats more important now is my family-which is my mom & sis. I decided to just focus on my studies. this time, im effing serious. i cant be like how i was last time. i have to stick to my words. all i want is to be a successful one day both in academics and others. Boyfriends and stuff just have to be put aside. truth is, im heartbroken. I met a guy after i broke up with my ex. It was funny cause suddenly he declare that he has grown those love thing towardss me when we are only in contact fo 2 weekss? its not even a MONTH for godssake. so i was annoyed? but as the third week came, i admit i slowly, develop the feelings. blablabla... i guess you wanna know what happen to him now? which is now, the 4th week. HE HAS a gf. yes. you can imagine how heartbroken i was in a month RIGHT after i broke up. i dont blame him. maybe i was at fault? i dont know. but i dont really much care. i somehow got over him already.. but the short memories are forbidden to forget. I just hope he rots and has HIV! HAHAHA. i just cursed him :P okay wtv. im having potatoe salad, anybody want some? ;D

xxoo

might be the last time i blog .

2010-09-20T20:42:00.003+08:00

Yeah, it might be the last time i post cause i realised i seriously have no time to blog. exams are coming, 2 weeks of raya have passed and my collection isnt as much thought cuz many people were to think that im 18+ -__-
HAHA, anyways, the reason i post this pic which was baby and mine fifth month with each other is to remind him that until today, i still love him as much as i do from the start. i want to remind him that the love is still as fresh from the beginning. i want to remind him that he is in my mind wherever i go. i want to remind him that i appreciate and thank allah everyday of my life that we've met cause without you.. im not who i am now (':
i love you alot bie. and till now, im still thinking should i end the relationship after our 1 year.. people might think that im cruel, but i have my reasons and at some point , it might seems unfair, i just .. need time to think about it. but no matter what, you are always whom i remember the first thing i wake up in the morning every single day.. sometimes i think that i dont deserve a man like you.. i've been treating you very badly.. but you still accepted me for who i am..

I will remember our staring game when i laughed so hard.
I will remember our pepsi cola game and you always let me win.
I will remember how you always wanted to hug and carry me.
I will remember the way you call me "beautiful eyes.."
I will remember the way you text me every single day in the morning and call me "baby kitty"
I will remember when we had picnic.
I will remember when i bite your hand and then you merajok while i took video.
I will remember when you had your first pay and then you bought for us a good quality camera.
I will remember you cooked for me when i was hungry which was my favourite "maggi goreng"
I will remember when you went all the way from bedok to harbourfront searching for porridge but to no avail, cause i had the worst sickness and nobody was at home for 2 days.
I will remember when your mom always called me "iron".
I will remember we had YELLOW&PURPLE vans couple shoe.
I will remember our favourite fast food is KFC and you wont be able to finish 2 CHICKEN.
I will remember your yellow cube mp3 that you gave me.
I will remember the sony pink mp3 that you bought for me.
I will remember that your always my zombie.
I will remember that your my baby penguin.
I will remember our yellow&red band on our left leg.
I will remember your cute teeth.
I will remember all our arguements.
I will remember your nice smell.
I will remember our late night calls till 7+ am last year before we were in a relationship.
I will remember how i screamed when you called me and you said "meow" when you didnt had anything to say left.
I will remember the letter H necklace that you bought for me on our fifth month.
I will remember the promises that you never broke.
I will remember the way you love me.
certainly, i will remember 241209♥

='(

and to Unknown, i upload pics using tinypic(:

Not really .

2010-08-22T20:22:00.002+08:00

Hi, Im back .

well , not really . i think im gonna leave this blog just like this cause ive yet to find time to blog like how i use to last time .. hahahah . things for me these few months has been really confusing-pack schedule-more to studies- getting ready for ramadhan and stuff . blablablablabla .. and yeah.. im sorry if i dont reply to my taggers xD

before i go , just so you know , im only active in facebook . hahah. takecare (:

2010-07-25T12:59:00.004+08:00

HIATUS !

mom's away for 1 week .

2010-07-12T21:41:00.005+08:00

Spend most of my time with dearest love . Life has been quite silent these days . I realise i dont talk much in school , not that im anti social or what , just that , i dont really find if there's any topic to talk about or something to crack about which i usually do , i think , there wont be any 'hyper' me anymore . At the same time , i dont wanna be the old boring quiet ahyeen -.- but seriously , ive been VERY very lazy . My babes do actually asks me if i were sick or something ? but nah , im not babe . Im stepping down , and getting abit more serious =/ or maybe not ? or maybe because i miss someone . Someone whom use to be there when im at home . someone who i will always find she's naggy and really ~~making my life difficult (did i just confessed?)~~ But no matter what , she's still ..

My precious mom ! hahaha . On last sunday , she went to india , and leaving both my sister and myself at home , being independent , we got to do everything on our own . thats quite a challenge (: She told baby to takecare of us . So far , its been two days now . i just hope mommy is safe whereever she is . i pray to allah nothing will happen to her . i must admit , after waving my hand to her when she entered the departure hall , i had already missed her . hmmm , am i kidding ? i hope she doesnt find out that i miss her :P cause thats just so not me infront of her . i dont show her that i love her , but definitely i know that she know what i know cause she told me she can feel me xD

Lastly ,

Thats my babyboy . Its 10.16pm now . He just left the house around 9pm just now ? he came by and bought KFC for dinner (: how sweet right ?thanks hunney . its really thoughtful of you :D he told me that if i need anything , i can just tell him cause why ? he said this "now , im your momma" HAHAH ! Lol . At this point of time , i spent my time more with him . I feel that his my true friend when i need someone to talk to . His my boyfriend if i need extra love . His my mom when it comes to advices ^^ hahahaha . Whenever i have issues , i will vent at him or complaint to him if it comes to girls thing and most prolly , he listens (L) i like that . hehehee . I bet he is home by now . I love you baby ! And Goodnight my sayangs (:

xoxo ,
I love see-ing you looking at me sleep and stroking my hair and cheeks . Muah !

mensturation sucks.

2010-07-09T18:23:00.004+08:00

Everysingle time it comes , definitely theres pain . i hurts alot . like seriously . gaaaaaaah . anyway , i've had terrible moodswings these few days ! Dont believe,ask me(: I believe people hate it when i my moodswings attack me. its just that , it is really hard to control you see! and i have been quite emotional too. i cried alot . i spit vulgars alot . i get angry easily plus , heartbroken too. or .. what i recently learn, i am a heartrending women. very sad ): haish . issues with HER? i'll just take one step ahead, will pretend it doesnt exist.pretending she doesnt exist too. hahah. i mean , whats the point ? it took me quite a loooong time to realise it. no point. Soooo yeah (: i love myself , i have someone whom loves me , and thats all that is essential to me. in school , me and girlfriends talked ALOT about cambodia . and we even cried ! all of us cant seem to just hold back our memories and tears . one of the express class girl , who were in the trip with us , she even counted how many months we are now after the trip . which is now 1 month and 3 days =') haish i miss em ...(thats why i decided to put up a pic of me in cambodia ..)

Boyfriend? we are great tho we quarrel ALOT . cause yeah .. you should have guessed it . i follow my emotional too much =/ and boyfriend everytime get scolded by me , as usual. and then .. he will back off .. thats him . its just him . he always doesnt want to make the fire bigger .. and tries his best to do whats best for us . and on the other hand , i hate to give in . hate it . idk why .. its just me.. . but no matter what happens , it's always him that makes me feel better . thats the reason why he is my perfect boyfriend ^^,

I LOVE YOU BABY !

hahahah . sooo today , i didnt went for fb training , i skipped cos i couldnt take it . the pain was really hurting me . so i thought of meeting me 3-days-didnt-go-sch-boy ! hahah ! uhuh , he was sick .. for 3 days .. awww . HAHA . and alhamdulilah , he has recovered . huhu . met him , something changed . his hair was different . he had a haircut ! i think it looks cute on him . plus abit Gay =l hehehehhe . muah ! i luv you i luv you i luv you ! and .. he doesnt like chicken anymore eversince his sickness :(( i dont like !! later no more KFC ! D: hmph . old chang kee chicken also he dont want ! plus he looose weight ! how can that beeee !!! i was suppose to loose weight ! -.- lol . okay .. so yeah , went to his house . had lunch - nasi goreng ! mama was there . she was sick , she didnt go work . i think got infected by his son ! hahaha . oh yah ! she gave me make up bag xD hehehehe . yay ! okay . other than that .. - bad news . i just remembered . school timetable changed !! monday and thursday , school ends at 3.45 due to extra curricular time ! CB$^*(OY& !! ugh . then friday ! got supp class . oh mannnnn ... FML ! -.-

Alright , tomorrow going botanical gardens to relieve all stress with boyf . muah ! bye ;)

I have somebody to loooooove :D

2010-06-28T19:50:00.002+08:00

Haish , i miss this day ^
I miss boyfriend . alot .
and boyfriend said he miss me too (:
hehee .

okay anw , today was quite ok-ok cause not many things happened and it was a short day . early in the morning , boyfriend woke me up at 5.30am !!!!!!! CAN YOU BELIEVE THAT ! when my school officially starts at 8.30am !!pffftt , bie oh bie ! HAHA , cute lah kamu . then as usual ,i would delay time , and told baby to wake me up at 6.30am . then delayed again ! CAUSE I SERIOULY COULDNT STAND IT ! i was effin lazy to just get up !! and get ready for school ! So the next call , was @ 7.10 !!!! I PANICKED ! cause , for me that wa already late . well , quite . hahahah . but nah , i wasnt late . Well , if you were to be aking why would i need my baby to wake me up when my phone has an alarm . For your info , my phone will never tell the right timing even after i have set it to the right time cause eventually , my bloody nokia phone can shut down on its ownn !!! YES ! SHUT DOWN ON ITS OWN ! and once it shutdown on its own in the middle of texting a looong text , everything i text will not be saved in drafts anyway . andd yup , its gone . just like that . and not only that , even when im in a middle of a conversation . nbcb . im fed up and i will or might change my phone when this phone really pisses me off (: So people , if you were to text me or i didnt reply or late replies .. forgive me okay ? ^^Other than that , i got new timetable , i wore long long skirt , and i hate it , cause very the hot !! the only great thing that happened today was when i and girlfriends planned about next monday ! its YOUTH day ! and we girls are going out ! wooooooooohhh ! WE PLAN ALREADY ! :P hope it is not gonna be cancelled . oh yes , i wanna watch eclipes ! but i wont cause i cant meet baby till 24th , due to a promise that was made by us , eventhough i cannot tahan , i still have to be strong and just move on and a promise is a promise , i have to prove to baby that even i can keep a promise and i dun wish to break it because baby had never break any promises .. YET . hahah . my man is the man of his words (: LOL . Anyway , after school today , i had to ** mr syaril ): he said i didnt look fat , but im still the same and i didnt loose any weight :( hadoi , sad kan ! hmmm . Oh yah ! boyfriend said he is learining bowling ^^ annnnndd , i plan to play bowling with him one day . yup ! just the two of us . if we find it fun , the next time shall be with a bunch of friends ! what do you think ? ;) hehe

XOXO ,

ɑʜʏээɳ чџџкісђі♥

purple shoes (L)

2010-06-26T23:21:00.006+08:00

Hello babies.
Just got home, was sent back home by baby. Today went out to town coz my son, feyfey & and his dad ( my boyf) + ( HAHA) wanted to go on a search for iron fist's tee .Baby bought a band tee , quite nice though & the right size fo him. After that , we walked and walked , searching fo shoes! yeah baby! Dearest boyfriend bought fo me VANS SHOE ! like ..
*3 secs of silence* ... JUST AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !

I had NEVER had a boyfriend who would insist on buying shoes fo me! (L) So , not only baby bought it for me, he bought a pair of the same colour fo himself too! Actually wanted pink , but no saya punya size >: Anyway ,that makes it our second couple shoe ;> and FYI , our first is yellow (:

After Shopping , fey and i was hungry .. so persuade baby to go KFC ;> (Y)
baby treat. and baby eat so fast that by the end , he slowed down..because there was a breakdown.HAHAH !(inside joke) as i was saying , he slowed down because he has this habit of vomitting if he eats alot -___- yeah,thats my baby's habit! hee.
Hmm, and then , we tooked cab to bedok, fey seperated from us while we headed to boyfriends house. Watched RoadTrip-BeerPong ! HAHAH ! COOLIO ! "you cast a spell on my banana" HAHA . kay -.- after that , we went home .
I realised something different though today, we hold each other's hands tighter than ever . seriously .. i post it on facebook like this

"Holding on to each other's hands tightly while going back and keeping silent , knowing that after today , there's lesser time being together for the both of us
=\"

And the minute he saw those words .. he burst into tears right in the mrt infront of me and tryna hide it ='( *i find it cute btw!!!* . I hold my tears back & just hugged boyf tightly :') T.E!
heh , Goodnight ! xoxo ,
Ahyeen Yuukichii.

FUCKING 6 MONTHSARY (L)

2010-06-22T18:06:00.004+08:00

yupp.Its our fvckin 6Months. *Alhamdulilah*

And thats my baby ♥

heh . Have not been updating fo very long time. Been busy with family , outing with boyfriend and yeah ..Well , for the past almost 1 month of holiday , i can say it was spent quite well . Full of outings , rather than rotting at home . homework ? have not been touched by me . gonna finish it today (: Other than that , Mom has been having good mood these few days , i hope it goes one like that all the way . im thankful to allah that many great things has happened :)
Im missing my girlfriends alot. Suprisingly , I didnt had any outing with em , and that makes me become very eager to go to school this coming monday so that i could give each and everyone a warm hug ! anw , I've made up my mind , that after this june holidays i want to concentrate more on my studies , not that i didnt do well , but i wanna do better , i wanna make my mom proud! heh . *insyallah*
A few great things that has happened ?
Fifi&fara's wedding has been a succesful event! > me and mom went shopping a few weeks ago > my house now looked much better > Boyf and me bought same yellow vans shoe ! and we wore it yesterday > boyf promised me he would buy for me pink vans shoe ! > me and boyf is now on our 6th month ! > we wanna last longer ! > Im ready for school !

Random . HAHA . Yesterday ,
Bby and i went to cine to watch "she's out of my league"

Its NC16 btw :P LOL . its fun ! you should catch it ! i rate this at 9/10 !
for the first half , baby and i was quarreling =\
thats why we didnt get to catch it .. after some time , we were okay (':
It was a memorable 6th month Despite our arguments . seriously .

And to baby , i love you alot alot okay ? i really do . im sorry if these few
days ive been really moody . idk why . maybe thats just me ? or maybe because
the reason you said , i am sleepy thats why i am very moody ? hahah . i dont
even know if that is really logic . but that might be he reason ? other than that , all you have to know is that , from the bottom of my heart , i do ♥ you with all my heart .
i love you like i had never loved a boyfriend before .
you are the best ! ♥ Muah ! xoxo .

Alright , my post ends here. school is gonna reopen soon.
so , thats the time when i spent less time with baby and more on MATH AND SCIENCE -.-
Goodbyebye!

1 day to penang .

2010-06-11T07:58:00.003+08:00

Hey baybeh ! haha , photo was taken yesterday .
baby and i watchced karate kid @ orchard cineleisure .
baby's treat alright ;) hehe , as always :P
i rate it at 10/10 ! its really awsumsz ! worth your money .
Plus , jaden smith is CUTE ! (:

Anyway , After today , i got a flight to penang ! It's with schoolmates :]
just fo 3 day tho . But still , i know , im gonna have fun especially when im in
the same room with my best girls right !
haha , ive not packed yet , gonna pack soon .

yesterday , mom asked if baby were to abscort me to airport ,
i told her , he's not & she was shocked -.-
yeah , i didnt let baby come along cuz i dun wanna make him tire ,
i mean , my flight is early in the morning maaannzz .

hoho , okay till here , takecare people (:
xoxo ,
ɑʜʏээɳ чџџкісђі♥

6 days in cambodia .

2010-06-07T12:09:00.004+08:00

These are just three of my favourite pictures taken in CAMBODIA when i was away .. Now , words can't describe how much i enjoyed myself there . If was given a chance , i would definitely go there and visit those little children again ('=
I dont wanna elaborate what i had gone through or what i did there in cambodia , i'll just make it as part of a memory that will always be kept in my heart and only i know what happened (:

Gonna get ready now . Going out with baby (L)

wedding ceremony !

2010-05-30T19:48:00.003+08:00

Today , bibik fetched us and we went to clementi as there was was a wedding ceremony on my mom's mother . Well , not to mention , i dont really know anybody there , but the theme of the wedding was (Y) ! its Gold & black . The same theme colour that boyf's brother is gonna have this coming june (:

heh , the food was delicious ! The Nasi Minyaaak ! ahhahah , but my throat couldnt really take it , its only the spices that make it hot . I kept drinking and drinking =___=
Thristy ah . idk why . Hmm , after that , otw home , bought many toiletries things for cambodia . Tomorrow is the day ! haish , i cant wait .

Just finished packing just now , mom helped .
and she nag like one teacher wannabe -.-
I was afraid i forgot to bring things . i just have this feeling . but yeah , i know i did bring everything . hmmm , Hopefully boyfriend can make it ):
I wanna hughug him before i board the airplane .

Anyway , yesterday , after i stopped my blogging , someone went online .
The minute i saw his name appear as online , i was mad >:(
cause he never reply my bloody text ! it took him around 5 minutes to say HI to me yknow !
then i was like "what " and stuff ..
then , i got to know , his prepaid low laa ): because his ibu dun wan top up for him . HAHA .

After that , we webcam and stuff , oh yah ! i webcammed with my looong lost bestie , TIRATH ! i miss him so much ! (: we were talking about ALOT of stuffs !
haha , as i were saying , we were webby-ing , then its time for us to turn in , i told him i going downstairs , but he didnt let me !!! -.- hmph , but i insisted and sign out straight way ..
Suddenly he texted me one looooong text that made me changed my mind but i didnt tell him , he called , i rejected .

Today morning , he told me to text him once i get up , and i did .
he said "I went out yesterday night and top-up 6 bucks just so i can text you , and make sure you didnt went out late at night ! you made me worried okay ): "
yessssss , he gave me that sad face =(
and he even said the THREE LETTER WORDS ! =DDDDDDDD

Im damn happy okay -.-
haha , and that guy is .. ~~Nur misuari~~
kay shhh ! oh yah ! just now fateha said something in facebook , i didnt get to reply cause my sister ignored it and didnt tell me !!!!!! KNNBCCB RIGHT !
and then ! THE NEXT MINUTE ! boyfriend called !!!!! RIGHT WHEN I WAS FUCKING PISSED . and not realising that i hurt boyfie , i scolded him too ):
sorry bie .. haish .. i shall ask for forgiveness later at night when otp ^^

XOXO ,
ɑʜʏээɳ чџџкісђі♥

The abandoned D:

2010-05-30T00:08:00.005+08:00

Today went out with boyfie , Met @ cathay .
Suppose to be watching the "Prince of Persia"
then i saw the poster "the abandoned" just right behind him ,
and i persuaded him to watch this .

sooooo , despite the fact that i know he really really really
wanted to watch prince of persia ,
he said YES ! and i was like .. YEAAAAAAY !
haha , we got away with the tickets coz it was NC16 !

yeah , boyf does look older than 16 ,
and so do i :P
hohohhho .
NOTTTTT .
kay whatever . halfway , we fought ):

But , things turn out fine , beacause WE forgive and forget :P
annd&&& i cant resist his face either :D
and then , we ate alot today ..
and there was this part , baby bought nasi goreng ikan bilis ,
and the ikan bilis can even be counted !!!!!

baby complained-
"AUNTIE VERY ~~STINGYY~~ "ah sell the ikan bilis ! plus the nasi goreng !!!!!!!
~~T A S T E L E S S~~ !!! i wont Mention where is that stall located at tho .. hahaha .
ohkay enough :P

oh yah ! on my way back home ,
and unknown number texted me .
and HE acted like he sent wrong msg to me , and i was like "who's this?"
and he kept wanting to know who am i ,
i just give him the Fvck attitude .. and ignore him .

this is what you call DESPO LOSERS !
I KNOW , some idiot must have given him my numbers -______-
yeah whatever . baby is sleeping now .
and he doesnt know i online :P
hahah ! ~~Goodnight~~ ..
wait , GOODMORNING lovelies :D

xoxo ,

ɑʜʏээɳ чџџкісђі♥

not going JB , delayed .

2010-05-27T18:24:00.002+08:00

Ugh , i so hate this . last minute change of plans . cb right ! grr . wtv . anw , went to sch today , and it sucks . Got mocked by some teacher who talks like as if he/she is in my fuvkin shoes and knows it all when they dont ! i mean , you people really do not know what im going thru and me having a boyfriend ? doesnt affect you in anyways or even make your life difficult in anyways ! so dont assume anything okay _l_
I respect you , and so do you people
p/s: riduwan , PLEASE , chillex okay dude ! you know , i know . Ah , whatever . all i know is , i passed . and i know , i shall and WILL do better in EOY plus boyfriend is gonna treat me to ben&jerry ice cream cause i passed , and thats next month D:

Today , bro and bestfriend plus afew other lovelies of mine are going AUSSIE ! hahaha , takecare @ there okay ? i ♥ you people veh veh veh much ! :D HAHA ! today , boyfriend went shopping , with his friends ! i bet he had fun . hmph ! i miss him bodoh , plus today , if im not wrong , he's gonna dye his hair . hahah . aisehman ! and i think he's gonna look like a chinese with brown/red hair eh bby ? :P

ohkay , im feeling very very warm . tsk , globalwarming these days ): im perspiring !! I got nothing to say alr . i want eat then sleep :D

byebye people ^^

xoxo ,
ɑʜʏээɳ чџџкісђі♥

no originality ? get out .

2010-05-26T19:25:00.004+08:00

Im just pissed , fvckin pissed yo . Everybody hates copycats right ? well , who doesnt ? Girl , i aint stating yo name here , doesnt mean , i dont give a fvck , about this matter , hell yeah i do give a fvuk , but not making it as if its biggy . Your quite lucky already i tell you coz i respect you okay . Just please , dont do it again , cause , i despise people like that . very much . wtv , im not gonna make it sound like its a big fvck or smth like that .

Today , had Combodia trip meeting in the morning , and then had the FGD thingy . im tired already . After everything , met boyfriend . Today , we pampered each other alot more than usual ;) and i like that . HAHA ! I LOVE MY ~~STRONG~~ GAY coz he can beat me in pepsi cola 1,2,3 game for the 1st time ! hmph :P

thanks baby fo the milk tea , ice cream & also the delicious cheese pancake ^^

hoho .
4 more days , and im flying !!
Nevertheless , tomorrow , gonna go JB .. which means , i cant meet boyfriend and deardear ):
deardear was upset cause actually he wanna meet me before i go to cambodia . haish . im sorry hunny . when i come back , we meet ohkay syg ? hahah , OH ! and you too boyfriend , we'll meet after my 6 days trip , &and im gonna buy all my babies a small gift from there . thats a promise :D

Anywaaaaayyy , i wanna promote something ! its a sardine epokepok from opposite my sch , its a newly open malay tuck shop ! and i swear the minute it goes in yor mouth , and PUFF ! you just need to get another one . annnnnnndddd , its only FORTY CENTS for godsake !

MUST TRY , tempting right !!

hahahah . other than that , currently , my cambodia people are progressing on our dance performances for the kids @ cambodia . I hope this is gonna impress them , cant wait to see the smile on their faces . heee .

I have an uncle . lets call him A . okay , A is 17 years old . he is my mum's cousin . so that makes him my uncle , despite the fact that he's only 17 . we do not talk to each other whenever we meet cause we are not that close . and then , suddenly he texted me , telling me that he changed his number when actually we had never texted before . sooo , i just go on with the flow , and slowly , he
started to show that he has feelings for me ... and i , on the other side , HAVE NO feelings for him cause in my mind was .. HIS MY GODDAMN UNCLE for goodness
sake ! I asked him , why suddenly he show his care , love and treating me like as if im his girlf or smth .. and he said .. "sebab u lawar & baek " ..
WTF !?

-.- nevermind about that . i just dont know what to do , i wanna ignore him , but for how long ? im gonna see his face anyway sooner or later .. HA-HA . what a joke right . i guess , he's just joking ? :D hoho .

Ohkay , idk what to update about anymore . Tomorrow got another meeting plus parent teacher meeting ! im nervous yo D:

Heh . xoxo ,
ɑʜʏээɳ чџџкісђі♥

5th month celebration(:

2010-05-25T17:55:00.003+08:00

These are two favourite picture from yesterday's outing .
Well , i got nothing much to say . its just , very , very , lovely and amazing day i must say .
alhamdulilah ! everything went quite/almost well . Im sorry boyfriend if i did anything wrong , or stupid or clumsy . thanks for everything . just for you to note in your heart , i love you to every single bits (:

&& todaaaaaaayyy , i had a cute breakfast with boyf bfo going to school . woke up really really early . heh . i like that ! muah ! okay bye :P

Hi :D

2010-05-23T09:33:00.002+08:00

I HAVE THIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIISSSSSSSS :D

heh ^^ Boyf bought it for me @ Forever 21 shop . Intend to wear this tml when we are going to picnic @ marina barage and before that , gonna buy a sony cybershot digital camera ! geehee . Thats when me will upload manymanymany pics fo you people you admire :P
I cant waaaiitt !

Yesterday , it was quite fun coz we went to escape theme park , there was a big function going on , called MAYDAY , i believe it was meant to be a family day or smth like that . hahaha . And then we catch a movie @ cathay , watched a kid movie -.-it was not really that interesting tho , so we had our own fun when some parts were boring :P
oh yah ! i ♥ the breaded hotdog ! Muahahhaha ! and next time ! when you people wanna go out with boyfie , BEWARE ! HE WILL HAVE THE POPCORN ALL BY HIMSELF ! hmmmphhff :P
hahahhahaha . well , other than that , didnt take pics coz like i said , wont be camwhoring till we get our camera . heh . Holidays are nearing . going overseas are also drawing near . Sooooo , i hope people will have fun okay ! and its a must ! ^^

I'll take note of number 4 more :P

I've just recovered from my 1 week sickness =')

2010-05-20T14:50:00.003+08:00

Afternoon My readers .
as you read my the above sentences , i guess you know how im feeling right now . Well yeah , i had serious throat infection . It was NASTY . I kinda lost weight plus i couldnt eat and all i did whenever i eat was vomit everything out . gaaaaaaahhh :(
I hope nobody would wanna go through what ive gone through , cause its really painful .

Everytime someone calls , and especially when most of the time , it was baby who called me , i couldnt talk nor reply , all i did was mumble "mmm .. mm.." :(
I couldnt joke , nor laugh . Mom and sis wasnt at home for three days even ! and it was boyfriend who fed me using his money :')
thanks bie for being there when im in need and i know you are always there for me like you always said and it seems true .

I had 2 days MC , mom's friend bought me to the clinic , and then when i had to go home , the doctor even had to drive me home cause i was weak . I couldnt even walk =/
Thats how serious it was . Anyhoots , Baby saw me at my worst when he came to my house and sent me my chrysanthenum tea and bread :E
hehehehheehehehe .

Hmm , Boyfriend GOT 4 FREE TIX TO WILDWILDWET & ESCAPE THEME PARK .
we got 2 more places , just dont know who to bring along :P
LOL . Hmm , we'll see how it goes . Other than that , maybe .. Just MAYBE , *kalau allah takdirkan* cause alot of badluck or should i say karma happened to me :( , as i was saying MAYBE , on monday , boyf and me buying the camera for my cambodia trip and also for other uses of course . hahaaah . Boyf wants to see how cambodia looks like , so i shall snapsnap abit for him (;

Anyway , MY sheryl girlfy ..

WANTS TO BUY THIS LOMO~~WHATSHIT~~ CAMERA -

But she dont let me help her save money ! when she is almost halfway there to buy the camera know ! grrrrr ! stubborn lah this bird ! Grrrr !! so the superstitious one -.-
all i know is , since she dun let me help , then , all the best saving ohkay darling ! :D
if you change your mind , im here :D

hehehehehe . Ohkay byebye ! :D
ENJOYYOURWEEKENDS PEOPLE ! muah !

End Of F$%&ing EXAMS ! And now what ? Get HIGH LAAA !

2010-05-14T23:35:00.002+08:00

Ohkay , im sorry about my tittle . kinda .. doesnt make sense , i know .

But .. seriously , ARENT YOU GUYS GLAAAAAAD ! like .. FINALLY ?! AHHHHHH ! haha . *alhamdulilah*

Anw ! Anw ! Today, i went to meet baby after his work !
we went to watch 'TheLastSong' .
At first i thought the movie wasnt really gonna be worth my time and money ,
but yeah , i really enjoyed it (:
P/s : According to my dear friend , RiduwanOng , he said their storyline is almost the same as 'DearJohn' , The notebook , a night to remember and etc .. So if you like this movie , you might wanna catch this .

Heeee ! after eating , went to have lunch . Boyfriend didnt eat since morning .
Awwwwww :( Poor babypiggy !
so we had KFC @ MarinaSquare ! :P
Then baby and me saw this 'plaid shirt street' ,
whereby , all those malay guys with their geek specs wore plaid shirt .

Haiyaa ! tsktsk , the went window shopping ,
met boyf's working friends , chatted with them . hoho .
Halfway , mom called , ask me to accompany her to this function
@ nenek's house . i swaer i was lazy at that time , so i rejected .
Sorry Mum ! love you anw :P

Hmm , Im guessing baby should be back home by now ! haha .
mesti dia bau bushuk ! LOL , random i know . Anw , like i said ,
i will still be busy , but i rather be busy due to something else
rather than ~~EXAMINATIONS~~ -__-

I'll be "doing volunteer work" for 8 days .
Then , 24th , i will be going shopping with dearests .
25th , im gonna partay with my girlfriends !
.... blablabla .. lalala ..
1st-6th june , GOING CAMBODIA ~~bodoh~~ ! :D
12th-14th , GOING PENANG ! ^^

After holidays all , im gonna spent my time with boyfriend
and of course my family .
Insyallah everything will go as planned .
*Oh Allah , i promise to be and angel & kind & help the old man to cross the road and pick up litter , so please be kind to me also and make my holidays/plan to work out and everything to be fine(:*

Ohhhhkay , im done here . shall update next time ,
the bed is callin me . GoodnightGoodbyeforGood ! Muwah ! xoxo !

stressed out .

2010-05-08T10:56:00.003+08:00

Hii . No , im not back cause exams just ended , exams just started actually and i had my first 2 paper yesterday .
Im back cause i miss typing . Im back cause i miss my blog (':
Anw , Life has been filled with full of things these days . However the situation is , sweet or sour , i know , all these while , boyfriend stayed by me ♥.
Sweet Girlfriends made me smile and laughing my bottom up all these while too (: Im happy to have these people around me . heehee .

Im still struggling inmy chemistry and maths but despite that , i know all i had to do now is give in my all and the best i could . These two might be my weakness , but i still have the other 6 subjects which i dont want to fail and i know i can do it :D yeay ! think positive ah .

These days also , ive been stressing for next year . i know . its like still so far .. well , thats what people think . I dont . My aim is to go poly ! what poly ?
i wanna go either LaSelle Or Temasek Design School .

Im still busy if i finish my exams . there will be days im out W-R-K . haha ! well , im not sure uh if i wanna go W-R-K or not . Im very bumbum to do that . heeehee !
oh yes ! important dates ! I wont be in singapore but its not that long anyway .

1st june-6th june ; Cambodia trip .

12june-14june; penang trip .

Boyfriend and i have been aiming to buy a sony cybershot camera at the end of the month , and i hope we can achieve that goal . hahahha !

p/s: we want it pink actually . but i couldnt find any :P

Hmmm , Its 4 months 2 weeks now that we have been togther and everytime i talk to him , it felt like the first time i talked to him , thats how strong the love is till now eventhough its only 4 months :P

yesterday , me and boyfriend went to vivo to buy mothers day gift for mama . He bought for her bracelet . awww , sweet right ? i know . even my ibu said that (:

After that , we went to have lunch , baby treat me !! heeee . then we went to henderson wave .
despite climbing the stairs whic was really tiring , and i was sweating like hell , baby still held my hand tightly and he motivate me to just keep going up (:

i find that part very romantic ! then we walkwalkwalk , in the end ! we did it ! at the top of henderson wave ! heeeeeeeeeee .

the other side of me ..

Other than that , today , _________
said hi to me with a smile .
i couldnt reply .. all i could afford was a fake smile , flashback & tears started rolling . its like this feeling was really strong . how could he not feel what i feel ? how could he smile ? haish and no , he did nothing wrong . it was me . He's a nice guy . a sweet a guy . very very sweet and caring , until i have my boyfriend with me , he changed . idk .. idk
why .. i know its very heartbreaking on the day i had a boyfriend and told him that im attached when he was actually waiting for my answer, he even smiled and said last long .. and he thought i wanted a goodbye from him . No , thats not what i mean ______ :( Its not that i love him , well , on the second thought yes . i do love him . if you guys know what i mean .. its not the love relationship kind of feeling its just that , i dont want him to go .. i have gone throught alot with him . alot .. to be honest , alot more then my boyfriend :(
he changed alot . he doesnt smoke when i knew him . he even quit drinking . and now ? everything has gone down to the drain .. was it my fault that this happened ? haish . i just dont want you to leave me . im scared of rejection . yes i do . thats my biggest fear . my phobia . i hate this feeling . i want you to treat me the way we use to be . maybe not exactly cause everything is different now . i have a boyfriend .
but i thought you said , i still got your back even after im in a relationship .. its been around more than a year now .. i dont feel the saddness when i pretend i dont know you and when i dont talk to you , and when suddenly after a long time , you appeared , and automatically .. these innocent tears just had to fall .. thats how strong and powerful you are .. thats how long i kept you in my heart that till now , i could still cry and think about everything ... yes , you still keep your promises . you are obviously the man of your words . but seriously , is this my fault ? that we are not like how we use to be . you know how hurtful/painful this is ? can you just tell me straight in
the face how you feel ? :'( please ~~nur misuari bin ismail♥~~

Im trying my best and still is , to try and let him go .. slowly ..

Anyway , My post shall end here till i update the next time .

takecare people with ♥,

AhyeenYuukichi !

Baby nur natahsa veh cute! :D

2010-04-25T14:24:00.005+08:00

Ohkay , these few days has totally been a turn off . Im tired , lack of seep , im missing boyfriend alot alot plus SOME PEOPLE in this HOUSE , just dont know how to shut the fuck up . whatever . what i know is that exams are coming , and i need to be prepared . that equals to not having much time for boyfriend and also , less time on the net . ive been setting a goal , and that is to STAY AWAY FROM MY LAPTOP as long as i can and concentrate more . Gaaahhh ! thats quite a challenge tho :(
but i really really have to do that and so , today will be the last post im posting untill the end of examinations .

P/s ! : HAPPY 4th MONTHSARY!
likewise , I ♥ you bie , with all my heart . Together we pray to allah that we will last forever ohkay ? cause i want to ! and i know you do (:
Thank you beebee for your patience with me all these while , without that , i dont think our relationship can last till today . heehee . Sayang kamu many many , pig :D oinkoink !

Ohhh ! and meet my baby tasha ! ^^ Cute right ? i know ! she's cute and she speaks my boyfriend's language . HAHA ! which i dont think many of us understand no matter how hard we try . And she is quite irritating at times . Muahahah !

Currently chatting with boyfriend . Haish , im craving for banquet's kuay teow with cockles ! hmmm , favourite ! Grrr ! Bieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ! :(

kay , im done . Miss me people !
XOXO ,
bye , takecare with ♥

S E N T O S A ^^,

2010-04-23T22:45:00.002+08:00

yeh , we went sentosa .
There was , zaza , phin , fey , kam , farhan & ira .
Didnt really had fun as it was raining . weather was no good .
Baby & me really tired . Eat KFC . Very full . Went home . Now want sleep . Goodbye !

PeeAss, tomorrow is our official 4th month plus , i'll be busy , and lesser meet ups with dearest boyfriend . Other than that , i miss boyfriend now , and im tired . I really tired . eyes are closing , fingers still wana type . untill .... NOW ! . BYE ! :D

Sleepy Thursday yawns

2010-04-22T15:09:00.003+08:00

I was feeling rather excited to wake up in the morning coz i cant really believe i spend my birthday with baby yesterday which was really really a memorable time , if i could i would definitely go back to the time yesterday , but whats over is over and it stays inside my heart as a memory that will never be forgotten :D

Other then that , i was rather sleepy due to lack of sleep but i swear i was so fresh earlier on during the first 5 periods . HAHA . In class text text baby while he was doing his work :P
blablabla ...

Hair Got caught by C---- D-- , Again ! aww , she just dont get tired of checking doesnt she ? :D
but nevermind , at least someone mad an afford to look at my hair & actually observe ! hmm , quite an observer ah shee .. HAHA , anw , i'll make her job less difficult and be a really really good girl to get the best hair colour specially for those eyes who just cant stop looking at my hair -.-
So the next thing you people see smth that is diff in me is th colour of my hair which will be officially artificial black :D -.-

Even if i hate it , im force to . but nevermind because i intend to dye my hair all black and then during holidays , highlight red ! yeay ! cool :D

Soooo , anw , today after school , mr mohan and miss tay send me home on cab while they are on their way to my friends house for a visit , and so , mr mohan had the best plan in his head as to visit my mom along the way -.- i quickly went up and told my mom about it , she panicked and quickly rush to the toilet and do her hair and stuff . i was pretty nervous tho , until both my teachers & mom met , talk talk talk , luckily mr mohan didnt say anything bad which he actually would . LOL . Phew !

Currently chatting with Sheryl sayang , hahaha ! you and your mr dounuts ! Dont come and tell me your full horh ! hahah ! Ohkay , im done , i better got to go and get ready before my mom start yelling at the top of her voice ^^

Missing boyfriend ! YEAY TOMORROW ! :D

birthday spend with boyfriend ♥ !

2010-04-22T00:50:00.002+08:00

School was as pernormal .
As today is my birthday , BM students , as usual , did their sabo -.-
Got Present from RARA ! a Necklace and a pair of earrings ! :D
Had Art test ! F diff !
After School , skipped floorball training .
Mom called boyf as he wanted to bring me out .
5pm , met baby @ redhill MRT station .
Shouted like a mad women when i freaking saw the CAKE & the paper bag which contains my birthday present !
Mrted from redhill :> Somerset .
windowed shop .
Settled down around town , Open presents .
Cried as i was TOO overjoyed ! yes , i really did . Baby was sweet .
Veh sweet =')
i got A bottle of perfume (Viva La Juicy) from MAMA
Ate delicious nutella cake , baby sang for me !
Saw baby's bro & sis in law (: with baby zara
:> Plaza Singapura . Watched DATE NIGHT ! 9/10 !
Finished around 11.30 . Reached home exactly by 12.00pm .
Baby abscort me right to my doorstep ! :D

Thanks baby so much , i love every second of my birthday which was spend with you . I love you so much & thanks for everything ! Muah ! Goodnight (:

Im effin sick .

2010-04-20T20:47:00.002+08:00

Today , i feel so sick . I feel so cold when actually the weather is hot . haish . mom said im growing and thats the reason why im sick . is that even true ? kay wtv .

Today , early in the morning , there was an assembly about the upcoming MYE exams . haish . exams are coming and i havent even start revising . i want to . I just dont know when to start -.- LOL . After assembly , went to biology class . blablabla .. Today wasnt really interesting just that , during at class , we got our exams briefing and guess what ? Our pic for the grid drawing , is super damn hard mann ! & we got like 3 hours to do it ? haish . anw , During mother tongue , i sat beside dearest brother , syaril amri ^^ i cried . yeah . i did . cause he said something so heartbreaking , but everything is fine now . heehee . After school , there was the chemistry test , it was an open book . somehow , i still dont really get it , and i seriously need help in it . Oh and ! p/s : my sayang , sheryl have been so concern about me during history And not only her , plus all my friends :D thank you people ! oh and to those whom wished me advance birthday , thank you (:

Heh , so , as i was saying , after school , baby all the way from work rush to the front of my sch , and i got my nutrisoy ! :D
I was happy but at the same time , i was still sick , i totally felt like gonna faint :(
but he was there :D i felt abit stronger . lol . Then baby treat Starbucks again when actually we wanted to watch movie , but i decided not to . After that , i felt the worse , by time it was only 4pm? still early , but all in my head was my bed . So , baby abscort me home . and i slept all the way ZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzZZZZZZZZ .

Sorry bie , cant spend time with you . cause i really cant stand it , i was weak and sorry about yesterday :( i love you bie .

kay bye .

Spend time with my susu after school.

2010-04-19T19:53:00.004+08:00

Soooooo , today i went to meet susu♥ after school . He bought for me , as usual , my nutri soy & hershey cookies ! heehee . see how much he ~~pamper~~ me ? :P Then , we headed off to Vivocity as baby needed to buy the skull earpiece and just notice he engrave the skin for his itouch just now -.-but before that , we went to eat @ banquet . Baby bought for me , favourite kuay teow W cockles ^^ Yumyum ! wuuhuuu ~ theeeen , we headed off to the store & then he also bought his Hair Straighterner ! HAHA . oh-horh ! nanti mama marah baru tahu ! :P Lol . at least he doesnt have to borrow ~~OTHER PEOPLE~~:D heehee . Then i was craving for Starbucks ! soooo , ehem ! again , he treat me Chocolate Chip W Whipped CreamExpen sia -.- heeehee , thank you hunney ! :D gahahaha ! Then , we went to sit for awhile . Blablabla ..

The minute it was time to go , it started to turn dark with thunder storm ! Dont you people just love those weather ? me and baby ♥ it ! veh much , i must say . He abscort me home and away he go .. I believe his home by now , safe & sound (:

Anyway , I just wanna thank my dear for everything , your love , the
patience you had in you and being faithful . Like i said , im
afraid to loose you and i hope you wont change the way you are . You treated me very nice from the start till now , you pamper me so much . I hope our love will stay strong as we will actually be going through our 4th month , im so proud hunney . Everyday i pray to allah for your safety , and that our love will go stronger and we will go through everything together no matter what and i just want you to know that i dont wanna loose you , thats all . No matter how angry i might be , how bad my PMS would turn , and how childish i can be :P i will still
love you no matter what ! XOXO ♥

P/s : Thanks for the Mp3 dear ! hee .

Tomorrow will be my chemisty test ! Ahhhhhhhhhhhhh ! Oh allah , please help me ! =Z
Well , i got some difficulities in chemistry . Idk why , but some how , i feel lost . Thankfully , baby fafa can help me . but sometimes , she also talk like one ~~train~~ -___-
Heehee . Oh yah ! thanks Miss Tay for the birthday cake ! heh , yeah , we had a small celebration for the month babies . As for today , its the April babes ! Muahahah !

2 MORE DAYS TO MY BIRTHDAY !♥

Goodnight people (: Takecare W lots of ♥

Met Boyfie's Family (:

2010-04-17T23:50:00.004+08:00

YESTERDAY.

Early in the morning , boyf called before he went to work , and then , when he reached , his boss told him to go home as he looked sick (or somesort like that). HAHA . Then , decided to meet him @ 1.30pm . By the time , i was still on my bed , then i got up and on lappy . Chatted with him . LOL . It was around 12+ , i did my house chores , and then got ready , and out i go ~ Didnt had lunch but was sponfed by mom abit as i was rushing and wanted to meet baby asap . Mrt-ed to bugis , blablabla , saw him , and ! HE LOOK EXTRA HANDSOME , ~~bodoh~~ ! :D ahhhhhhhhhhhh ! But too bad , photos are all inside baby's phone . Today we wore the same colour , which is PURPLE ! And today we took neoprint ! hahahah ! suddenly i felt hungry .. then bby treat me KFC ! again xP haha ! told bby , no more KFC for me if not i'll become FAT :O which i am right now :( but , nevermind . still ♥ myself (:

After Eating , we walkwalkwalkwalkwalk around town , cause mama (bby's mom) said we go walkwalk first as she'll be late .. sooo , we did . Then , baby's family arrived at around 6pm , there was mama , papa , Kakak fara , Fifi & cute lil baby Zara ! ^^ His dad looked so fierce man . omg . i was seriously nervous but as time passes , i became quite comfortable . heh . Shopped for kak fara's perfume & make up items . Played with baby zara & there was this part when i ask her if her uncle susu was hot , and she actually nodded ! HAHA . How cute :D

His Parents wanted to buy me perfume for my birthday gift , but i declined cause i seriously got uncomfortable when adults ask me if i want anything . heh . Blablabla ..
Baby bought his Iron Fist tee , quite nice tho ^^,
Then It was around 9+ , we had dinner @ Far east , SAKURA . huhu . There was this part , Mama wanted to slap this girl whom was across our table which kept staring at us -.- I guess , she's just jealous :P

...

Blablabla , after eating , baby bought 3 more tees -.-
Lol , then its time for us to go home (:
Baby abscort me , took 124 , then i slept inside the bus landing my head on his shoulders :P
Reached home by 11.30pm . The end :P

TODAY.

Woke up late due to yesterday , had this ~~stuuupid nightmare~~ just now . kinda funny yet , stuupid . wont tell you what :P Anw , Baby went to polyclinic early in the morning , to get his MC . Did usual house chores , and here i am , surfin the net and typing while texting bby at the same time . Meeting bby after school tomorrow ! yeay ! heeee , he'll be passing me his Mp3 Cube as he got his ITouch already -.-
Told bby to download Girls game inside his itouch . HAHAHA ! :D
LOL . Veh hungry , baby ask me eat . Goodbye♥

2010-04-16T19:44:00.001+08:00

I LOVE MY BOYFRIEND !

Was sick today :(

2010-04-11T19:24:00.002+08:00

Body temperature check : 38.0C

But now , im FINE ! hehe , all thanks to my phantom ^^
with his advice .
hoho . I had a real massive headache . seriously . Hmm , as you people know , today is mom's birthday , didnt do much , except , i love mom's birthday cake which bibik bought just now . it was Swensens Oreo Ice cream cake ! I LOOVEEEEEE it ! :D
i told bibik i want that flavour for my birthday ! hehehe . Anw , today , after boyf's work , he went shopping with mama , and im starting to miss him now :(

I want meet him , i want meet him , i want meet him ! i dont care , i dont care !!

hmph ! hehe . *Yesterday just met your boyf sia ahyeen* -.- nehmind lah , tomorrow meeting him ! hehe . Actually wanted to ________ school tomorrow as its boyf's resting day , but NO . Boyf dont let me -.-

and im craving for KFC ! today didnt get to eat kfc sumore . Grr ! And& my hp's charger is spoiled ! tomorrow then can get new one -_________- Hmm .

Anw , today i chatted with my lovely ex primary school bestfriend , Farah Hildayu .
I miss her so much plus im meeting her This coming sat as , its been awhile since i met her and we intend to watch movie (:
She's bringing her guy friend or maybe her cousin and& me ? Im bringing my boyf or maybe my Gf , that is ONLY if she can go out and is free . hahaha . I cant wait .

Currently im texting baby . He said he bought jeans and half-sleeve shirt . LOL . ya lah , shopping with his mama . Confirm fun what :D

Chatting with DanDan , and while i was chatting , Bibik came and read my conversation .
Suddenly she ask this ..

Bibik : "eh , your boyf tak marah eh , chat dengan lelaki lain?"
meaning , "your boyf never get angry uh you chat with other boys ?"
i was like -.-
and all i did was smile at her ! HAHA ! im wondering if does baby scold :P
I dont think so lah . Cause i tell baby everything about my guy friends . no secret secret (: My boyf is understanding mah :D kan baby ? bluek !

Ohhhkaaaaaay , its gonna end till here . Goodnight Goodbye For Good :D

2010-04-11T13:18:00.005+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOM ♥

I LOVE YOU (:

today i met HAIKAL BEYBEHH & DANDANNZ :P

2010-04-10T22:32:00.003+08:00

My title says it all (:
and i love today cause i enjoyed every second of it , despite the fact that someone dissapointed me . but nevertheless , i never make that get thru me at all .
my dearest two friends , DIDNT SLEEP AT ALL as they skate all the way till today morning -.-, AND I SWEAR , they were like zombies .
Boyf met ibu ^^ and we had lunch together ! yes ! with aunt and mom (:
after that , going home time , baby and me plan to buy for ibu present as tomorrow is her birthday ! haha . The mother -in-law mahh :P
hahaha , it seems like baby was tired , but he still acted like nothing is wrong and he even go on and entertain all my stupidity :D
Plus plus ! he bought me 2 new bracelet ! I LOVE IT bodoh ! heeeeee , thanks boyfriend . i love it so much ! and nowwww , boyfriend knows imma accessories FREAK ! :P
sorry bie . thats how i behave when i see nice nice things and it sure take up alot of time ! too bad lah horh (:

Anyway , im tired (: Goodnite loves !

TOMORROW ! :D

2010-04-09T20:44:00.004+08:00

AHHHHHHHHHH ! TOMORROW IS THE FESTIVO !

And& my loved ones are coming ! yeay ! yipeee . heeee . Well , ive been staying back after school to help out for my class . I think , tomorrow will be a great day (:
Hopefully . heh . my Dardar will be there , baby also will be there with his friends , what more can i ask for ? butbut , theres a problem too :(
And im still stuck at it . how am i suppose to seperate myself for my mom & at the same time , my dad when one doesnt even wanna face the other ? :( haish . i just hope , everything will be fine tomorrow . If it doesnt , i swear , im gonna break down on the spot . gaaaaaahhhh !

Anyway , about today , didnt go anywhere else except meeting dearest baby & we went to window shop there for his I-touch thingy & we windowed shop there plus i saw this PREETY BALLERINA NECKLACE @ DIVA !!! i was like $%^&*WTF&*((*&^ !!! really , i went crazy over it . dont believe ? ask baby . LOL . After that , had our lunch as baby hadnt had his lunch during work time . *awwww* haardworking or what ! =P Saw Liya & shanika too . Hahahahah !

And now , im tired . wanna ZzzzZZzzzz (:
byebye . Sweetest dreams and may your weekends be as joyful ^^

Its a busy busy month !

2010-03-31T20:37:00.003+08:00

Hey people , i know . its such a looooong time since i updated . I wanna thank my dearest baby for making an effort for updating my dead dead blog when i was away . Its not that im lazy to update or something , but really , i find it real hard for me to go on sitting and having my laptop on top of my lap and using the internet cause at this point of time , i got SOOOOO many things to do ! things like my school will be having a carnival this coming april the TENTH ! and yes ! all of YOU are invited ! and if you wanna meet me , you can just ask the people in Bukit Merah sec , and just ask for me , and im sure , i'll be there :D

Venue : Bukit Merah Secondary School .

Function : Festivo @ BM .
Time : 10am - 4pm .

There will be ALOT of things going on , such as games , garage sale , FANTASTIC FOUR CREW performing , choir , BM got talent , food , drinks , and i swear .. theres still MORE of it (:
so bring your KACHING $$$$ , and purchase our coupons as YOU do not USE MONEY to buy the stuffs or play anything else that is in bmss .
Any questions about it , just tag at my board :D

and did i mention , ALL OF YOU ARE INVITED ?! yes , you are (:

sooooo , as you can see , im busy with this festivo thingy .. and not Just that !
i got my leadership thingy , my art , my cambodia trip which is coming reaaaal soon . and im quite excited :D

haish.. , but at the same time , no matter what people say and how "happy go lucky" i may seem , my life has changed alot ... but im still happy with what i have right now , as what is important to me are those loved ones who stayed by me , thru out my ups and downs.

Anyway , lets cut it short . like i said , i will be back in april , but im wrong ..
I'll be back online ONLY if im free , which wont be so soon , so start missing me ! :P
heeeee . Love you earthlings (:

Happy 3 Months Baby! ♥

2010-03-24T13:37:00.005+08:00

Heyhey,haziq here again ^^ so today is our 3 months anni! Heeeeeeee.
but sadly,we never meet. =( ahyeen is still at pulau ubin. Hope she enjoy herself there. Omg,i miss her sooooo fucking much! Get home fast bieeee. heeeee. i wonder what shes doing now,hehehe. Bie,i hope our relationship will stay strong and FOREVER bie. ^_^ Insyahallah. Heeeeee. I ♥ YOU BIE! SOOOO MUCH! MUAAAAAAHH!

Take Care You Guys!
Asalamualaikum. ^^

Ahyeen's boyfriend here. \m/ ^.^ \m/

2010-03-22T21:45:00.004+08:00

Hihi! hehe. Ahyeen's boyf here. haha! Well to be honest,this is my first time
posting a blog. heeee. i'm using my bby's acct because im helping her to update her blog.
Heeeee. Ahyeen is not here btw. She's out to pulau ubin for her 5 days camp. Haish.. well,i really really miss her alot today. =( i felt lonely without her. i mean like,we always text from morning to until we fall asleep. And before we go to bed,we like to otp at night. hehe. but tonight cannot seh. haish...=( its okay. I have to stay strong until she comes back from her 5 days camp. ^_^ well i gtg now. Off to bed guys. Tomorrow sch sia. heeee. Alright,take care you guys. Bie! When you are reading this,i just wanna say that. I MISS YOU SOOOO FCUKING MUCH BBY KITTY! Heeeeeeee. Love you always bby.

Asalamualaikum. ^_^

was single for an hour today :(

2010-03-18T16:07:00.004+08:00

Sorry , but i just had to update about something .
something that i didnt always take it seriously . Its my relationship with him :(
To be honest , i didnt really cared about it . Yes , im sorry bie . That was because i didnt know you would go till that far . What do you mean by " you deserve someone better" ?!
You said that out of jealousy am i not right ? haish . c'mon ! no matter how many guy friends i have , i still belong to you bie ..
And & the moment you said that , my heart aches so hard , so bad , that i cried non stop . Then you called my name "ain" , i cant accept that . really i cant . im just used to you calling me "baby" , "bie" and even "ling" .. :'(
I couldnt remember the last time a guy wanted a break that i cried so hard like today . You were so serious & I was scared . really ..
When we met , we didnt hug , we didnt kiss and stuff . All i did was kept quiet and hold on to my handphone tightly .. Alot of things had gone in my mind .. Untill you grab my arm .. and then slowly things turn abit better in the library . I couldnt finish up my art piece just now was because all i wanted was to be in your arms and cuddle with you all day but , that hug lasts for only a few minutes .. Maybe because of ~~yesterday's situation~~ . That hurt you& me so bad :(

I saw the scar on your knuckles . You promised you wont hurt yourself and will manage your anger ! , and now that we are in a relationship for 2 months and 3 weeks , almost the 3rd month , the day today , you actually did that . you did something which actually hurt me real deep . i hate seeing you hurting yourself . i might show that i dont care but i do . i really do . we were suppose to have lunch together just now , but after what i saw , it really turn me down , changed my mind . i went home straight .. told you to go home too , but you didnt :(

Got home , all i did was cry my lungs out :'(
I kept looking at my phone , wondering if you felt how i felt and would actually texted me but then ... no , there werent any ..
and this made me realise how actually you would feel when i did that to you =(
You wanted me to move on .. i cant ..
You said you wanted to be friends .. i cant ..
haish . I ♥ you bie :(
i really do .. Dont go away anymore ..
~~i wont take advantage of what i have anymore~~..

I'll be gone the next week ,
i hope you will takecare of yourself ohkay bie :'(
Dont hurt yourself , eat
your meals regularly okay ? Im gonna miss you so much you know ?
We wont be meeting on our 3rd
month anniversary :(
but hopefully after camp , when im all tann and ugly we
meet kay =')
bye bie . ilysvm , remember
that ! :'D

will be MIA these few weeks , months .

2010-03-17T16:47:00.003+08:00

Sorry readers , having slight
problems with the connection , and a few ups and downs in my life plus im
getting more and more lazier into these virtual world .
the title says it all . boyf might update this blog when im gone for a week after this
week as i'll be going to my 1 week camp . And then , i'll be busy with my school's function and etc .. takecare w love & bye .

Will be back around APRIL , stay tuned and taggers , keep
tagging (:

♥ both my puput & penguin =P

2010-03-08T19:12:00.005+08:00

Thats my baby kitty .
Me and boyf adopted it last saturday for ~~$5.90~~ -.-
Expensive right . I know . haha !
We name it puput . HAHA !
I just cant help it with its cuteness .
If its alive , i swear im gonna takecare of it like my own baby .

hehe . Anw , today , in class , we celebrated the march babies birthdays . Had chocolate cake , but i reckon the chocolate cake was extra delicious ! really . Until i had my second helping . HAHA . During english , i almost wanna doze off as i was like so tired , but baby kept me awake because i was textin him . duh . huhu . During phycical education , had our physical , and then when people were playing captains ball , i was busy chatting with dearest sandra , we were lik exchanging stories regarding our boyf . if i were to compare , both our boyf almost have alot in common . Heeeeeee ^^
During chemistry , ms tay had this small game in class , it was interesting & im more clear about the topic now . *alhamdulilah* :D
After school , had an interview with mdm hana regarding about my upcoming cambodia trip .
* i cant wait ! i cant wait ! * hehehe . After that , went home straight .
Reached home , guess what ?
~~key never bring~~ -.- then baby accompany me otp all the way , untill .. i got fedup . then he got pissed cuz i just put down the freaking phone like that & the consequences for not answering bby's fucking phone calls was , i got him shouting the minute i pick up the phone .. and here we go again , both angry at each other ... haish .

Tomorrow , school starts @ 9am for me ! YEAY ! hahahah !
there will be a semi finals against ~~Kating Convent~~ ! we'll see how it goes ^^
Currently - Going to eat soon , yumyum ! Texting dearest Dardar♥ , and waiting for baby's freaking reply ! Ffffffff _l_

k bye .

happy 3 years old Birthday , Allyana natasha (:

2010-03-07T23:28:00.002+08:00

How cute ! she's 3 years old btw .
Can anyone disagree with me on how cute she is ?
Even baby said she's cute ! i feel like bringing her back home !
Ahhhhhhhh ! i want have my own baby .
HAHA . lol . Just got back from East Coast chalet , which belongs to my mom's friends .
I ate alot just now , like so much till i can feel the food in my tummy not fully digested :D
HAHA ! It wasnt so much fun uh , cause there were so many kids , im like the only teenager -.-
so i just had to entertain them . heee , after that , home sweet home .

Currently watching youtube , baby suggested to me a video .

I bet you guys will be laughing your ass out watching this :P
heh ! enjoyyy :D Sweetdreams ,

Love you , my dearest baby penguin , ♥

pepsi cola 1 2 3 .

2010-03-07T13:14:00.004+08:00

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ! Its sunday ! what does that means ?
It means , its gonna get boring :(
Early in the morning , baby was out with papa to make his Ezlink card .
HAHA ! Cant wait to see his new ezlink :P

It might be just yesterday , but im starting to miss him like mad alr !
I miss irritate boyf until he get ~~angry~~ .
I miss winning boyf .
I miss playing pepsi cola 1,2,3 with him .
I miss hugging boyf .
I miss him kissing my forehead .
I miss everything laaa .

The pic (above) was drawn by boyf using his friend's phone :D
gaahahahah . cute rightt ? i know xP
Yesterday , two people actually saw me & boyf @ two diff places .
Nazirul ( my ex) saw us at harbourfront . But didnt approach me =(
Second , Ateen together with fafa (her gf) saw us @ Jurong point .
she too , didnt come approach me . how sad is that !

The funny part was , why didnt i saw them ? -.-
theres a saying that when you are with the person you love ,
You see nothing but him . HAHA . Quite powerful eh you bie ,
Until my own friends around me also i didnt realise .

@ 5pm later , i might be going to ECP with mom & monster .
mom's friend got a bbq , birthday celebration going on .
maybe i should go . rather than rot myself up in this house .
heeeeeee . Kay cheeese ! bye people . have a nice day (:

060310 outing (:

2010-03-06T22:24:00.002+08:00

Today , actually i was suppose to meet gfs but i met baby♥ instead since going swimming was cancelled . Soo , met him under my block @ around 12+ ? i was , abiiiiiiit late :P
I realise Baby was extra HOT today ^^ heh , then we headed to Jurong point . Decided to watch movie . Reached there , We bought our tickets first @ GV .

Watched DearJohn at a 2.30pm slot , Before entering , i told bby i was hungry & he have to eat with me , we had lunch @ kopitiam . It was 2pm , so we had like 30 mins to eat , Firstly , for you guys to know , he is VERY fussy when it comes to food . Trust me ! it took him like , 15 mins to buy his food while im waiting . Even i didnt take up 10 mins to buy my food -.- LOL . i also reckon that bby have this habit of vomitting after eating . tsktsktsk .

By the time , it was like 2.40 ? so we rushed . Entered the cinema , it was fucking dark ! I went on searching for our seat , we were like retards sia searching for our seat in the dark . Here's the pissed off part , when we got to the seats , the whole row was occupied , i was confident that our seat which was occupied by some china bitch , i was pissed luh obviously -.-

Then bby saw one row which was the last row , all was empty . We sat at the corner ^^
heh , show starts (:
Dear John was not bad at all . I rate it 9/10 :D
After the show ended , we window shop around Jurong point . Then things get abit bored , decided to go Harbourfront . Otw there , saw Farhan , Ann's ex . Lol .

Reached Harbourfront , Saw My ex keming friend , called Farhan also . AHAHA . tsktsktsk , all i can say is , people change ALOT . heh . I bought accesories for school after that , we window shop around harbour front also . HAAH . Entered this toy shop & obviously there were so many toys . hahah ! Oh ya ! then , got this small kitten keychain , which was Fucking cute ! with its 2 big round eyes ! cool shitzxc ! Since i was like soo into it , i guess baby knew , so he bought it for me :D HAHA ! very sweet of him (:

Then , we had our moments , snapsnap pics since it has almost come to the end of the day . I was looking into baby's eyes .. just admiring him .. i was thinking about how i treat him all these while & how im proud to be his girlfy ! :D

Suddenly , Mom called . heh , she wanted to meet :O
because there was a small function under my block .
i told her im with baby . so she said he could come along . Baby was nervous on the spot . HAHA . like how i use to be when i met mama ^^
blablabla , then mom and bby met . HAHA .
Oh ya ! i met Syafiqah ! she was dancing during the function , she became more preety lah :D heeee , i miss her & other ex students too :(

In conclusion , i enjoyed myself today Soooooo much !
Alhamdulilah , everything went great today :D

Some quick updates ,
BMSS - 6 , NLSS - 3 .

Going to semi finals ..
Takecare W love , k bye :D

liars & secrets .

2010-03-04T18:30:00.005+08:00

Today @ around 4am in the morning , baby texted me when i was actually asleep , he couldnt get to sleep . awwwww . poor baby :(
Then , i woke up by his text msg , i was uneasy and then found that my stomach was hurting badly . Got to know , my "girlfriend" came . it was a disaster . i cant even moove and get up . Baby called , he calmed me down . *thanks bie*
then told baby to sleep . i sleep to .. until 6 , at first i didnt wanna go to school , but i had to be a good and get up slowly .. blablabla , reached school and they day began . i was quite interested in today's topic of history . i didnt sleep ! yeay ! HAHA .
After school , i went to library & supported my girls . they had an inter class somesort of taboo kinda game . 3C won the 2nd runner up ! not bad ! :D

Reached BM interchange , Dolphin called . i thought there was smth urgent , i picked up , i heard FAFA's voice -.- yeah , they met . At first i thought they didnt . they made me rush you know !
at first meet at vivo lah , blablabla , in the end , 3 of us slacked around my area . talktalktalk .. Thanks phin for tthe drink ! :D

CUTE right !

After that , they send me home , and here i am :D
tomorrow , there will be another match against Northland @ CCK ,
After th match , we have training @ 4.30pm -.-
i was like WTH . Im daamn tired man ! shingz !
well , all i can do is give my best & then i can go enjoy on saturday ! weeeeeeee ~

p/s: i was really sad as i didnt get to mee dardar today :(
pp/s: Isa is online !! omg . i miss him ! heeee .
ppp/s: i miss baby also , but we're meeting this sat ! yeay ! :D

k bye .

i played badly laaaaa .

2010-03-03T18:44:00.003+08:00

BMSS-11,EVSS-2

EastView was indeed a
challenging opponent . They were very aggressive
, i must admit (: and one of the best team in division & they have great
sportsmanship and they are very friendly people ! Well , whatever it is ,
bmss has won , all by the hardwork which i can see has been paid off . i
wasnt exactly satisfied with myself , as in my point of view , i played
badly . seriously . coach even shouted at me ! and then i kept talking to
myself on court . It was a great experience :D
I would like to take this oppurtunity to
apologise for the injuries i made . sorry =X

Today , went to school late , got pink form , escaped from attire check ! (double yay!) :D

During recess , i was panicking like hell , as i realise something , and that is , i freaking didnt bring my jersey !! then Ms tay came to my rescue ! i quickly took a taxi ride home and then bakc to sch . Luckily the bus wwaited for us . phew ! thanks fafa for accompany (:
After match , MRT-ed to bukit batok . Met daddy @ KFC . had lunch tthere , we talked alot . i even wanted to cry , i missed him so much . i cant believe i had to meet my own father secretly just because of my mom :(
daddy said he wanted me to live with him . i was unsure . i really had to think about it . but he said he give me time . till end of year . After that , we went seperate ways , i hugged him so tightly , that i didnt feel like letting go . i miss the times when i was around 5 years old , we were soooo close to each other ! :( and now .. haish . i miss you dad . even as im typing now .

Tomorrow , its gonna be another day , with three periods of maths . mama miaa ! hahaha ! and then friday , theres gonna be another match agaisnt Northland @CCK also . Well , gotta have rest . More rest infact ! nomore late night calls with boyf .. later at school , surely will be like soo sleepy that i cant even concentrate . like i did during mother tongue just now . heh . alright ,
im tired already . Sweeet dreams !

♥X♥X ,
AhyeenYuukichi ! :D

Saya penat =(

2010-03-02T18:39:00.003+08:00

Today , went to sch quite early , had assembly , and then go for classes and stuffs , blablabla ,
During art period , Miss Silver was like expecting alot from me , so if you guys were to remember my art piece for the shoe thingy ? yeah , that . she asked me to sketch another one , this time with full detail . i was like WhattheHello !? so i had to draaaaaaag my self . Locked both my ears with my new favourite song , and started sketching .

"get me out! get me out!"

haha ! ohkay shhh , theeeeen after art , went down to canteen , there was rows of books on display for sale , sadly , i didnt buy any , as i didnt bring extra money along =(

So i just flip thru my fav history ruler ! that is HITLER♥ :D
HAHA ! i guess , phin knows how i got attracted to him ^^ LOL . epic shit .

School ended quite early today , Fafa went to my house , i helped her with her hair , the outcome wasnt as bad as i thought it would turn out . heh . ahyeen mah xP
Then , she left . Sorry fa , fer not sending you to the busstop ! heeeee :D

Anw , today , i feel so exhausted . I still need to be ~~mentally prepared~~ for tomorrows game against EastView ! haish . Oh Allah , please give me the
strengths to face the match tomorrow . amin .

Currently Chatting with baby and phineas .. As im typing , my neck is hurting , i think i need to rest . hmmmph . Oh no ! i just remembered smth ! :O
Im sooo Dead ! tomorrow got an official attire check , and i still havent replace my unacceptable skirt . ohmygay . im doomed for good + my hair :(
Goodbye lovely hair , hello blackblack hair ! hmmmph !

Alright , Sweeeetest Dreams !
with lots and lots of Love -
xoxo ,
♥AhyeenYuukichi :D

playing with irritating idiots .

2010-03-01T18:38:00.005+08:00

We Won against BTSS, 7-0

This is what happen when opponents team's coach think very low of us . I wasnt satisfied AT ALL when HE (the coach) said that his players are following our DIRTY TRICKS . CORRECTION ! WE are NOT playing dirty . WE have sportsmanship , we play our game the way IT should be , we show what we are in court . THATS ALL . your player got a 2 min foul , AND THATS NOT our fault . LIKE hello ! if it was ours , we would get the 2mins foul instead ohkay . im just not happy about what , so , BTSS , LEARN YOUR MISTAKES :D and please , be a sportsmanship alright . Even if you cant accept the fact that you lost , AT LEAST shake our hands without attitude _l_

Played match today against them -.-
Was Fuckin irritating yknow ! gah , forget about it .
After the match , went home straight , it was like from CCK to RedHill . reach home around 5+pm . Eikaa Lost her stick . Blame it to ____ . I wasnt sure whose fault was it , but someone who is responsible for it just didnt care less . blablabla , and so , she didnt play for the whole match . Sheryl & fafa didnt also . hmmm , i got nothing to say , im just not satisfied with what i went thru . lalalalaaa .. as usual , SHE left me alone when she got "Him" -.-
yeah wtv . im guess im used to it alr . in fact , im not affected :P

yesterday's !

Hmmm , Boyf say he wanna watch Alice in Wonderland on saturday . i want to watch too ! but we'll see how it goes . heee . Im missing youuuuuuuuu lah bontz ! :D

And then yesterday , i was fucked up . idk how the hell , a guy called FAHMI got my number texted me , when he was asked , he got it from HAIRKAL . ohhh , so now , my phone number is like something people can easily pass around huh?! -.-he wanna ... you know typical malay boys -.- and then i rejected , and told him i wasnt interested in him . And then , after him Ahwan ! he sent me "i know one day , i'll be yours" , i was like Wth ? too confident -.- he's been chasing after me from sec 1 , and i keep rejecting him , and he even have the face to say that sentence today! 2 and a hald years after -.- Boyf thought i really accepted his stead -.- ni lagi satu !
i just thought of changing my number . grrrrr . will have to think about it :D

blablabla ..

Daddy , when can i meet you ? :( you are always busy . haish .
i just hope , when you are free , you would really wanna meet me one day .
imysm !

OHKAY ! im hungray ! heee , with lots of love , bye ! :D

no , i dont hate boyfriend :(

2010-02-28T18:48:00.006+08:00

I then realise how much you actually kept everything and not
letting it all your anger out everytime you have that anger in you . You had
NEVER used vulgar to me . N e v e r :(
And when you did . it gave me a total WAKE UP Call .
call me weird , but i actually like the fact that you let everything
out . they part when you were really pissed and stuff , now i see the true you .
now i know . now then i realise .
Im sorry bie =(
For saying such stuffs in the morning . i know it hurts , but you were
strong to just face the really cruel me . im really sorry . i didnt think twice
before releasing hurtful stuffs to you .
No , i dont hate you . i love you , really , i do :(
i dont knw how you managed to just forget everything i said that hurt you
like fcuk .
but for me , i might not again forgive myself , but i will try .. and we'll
be the happiest couple ohkay bie ? =')

I was having pms today . yeah . was pissed , sad , hurt and all those shitty mixed feelings with boyf♥ . Haish . Sometimes i wish , i dont have any attitude problem and stuff , or even if i did , i wish i can control it . Now that everything is settled , with abit of PHINEAS's HELP ,(thanks phin) everything is fine .

YESTERDAY ,

p/s: photos in restaurant is with miles , and it will be uploaded in FB , SOON .

Went to meet boyf @ library then
go Vivo .
jalan jalan at there .
baby bought candyempire chocolates and candies (thanks bie♥)
After that went home , had to change .
baby waited and waited .
had a small tiff with him .
then met haikal at hdr .
never give boyf kisskiss :(
Met miles near his area .
had dinner @ Indochine with them . (thanks miles)
Was veh tired , by the time it was around 10pm , and then we left ,
both of them send me back home right at the doorstep .
ibu talked to them .
changed , and BOOM , sleep =D

and then , when i was sleeping , baby called , he said he lost his wallet . haish . tsktsktsk . tu lah , baby careless ! today , he went to make a police report . hopefully , whoever saw it would actually return it to baby asap . *amin* Tomorrow is monday and , i will be having a match against ~~BEDOK TOWN SEC~~ . we'll see how it goes . must have an early rest today ! soo , till then , byebye :D

='(

2010-02-28T13:20:00.005+08:00

Boyf , i hate you .

so much .

i smoked 2 fuckin cigs just cuz i got stressed over you . now you make me feel guilty, thanks.

Miss me yet ? HAHA .

2010-02-22T21:00:00.005+08:00

HAHA . i know . its quite sometime ive updated smth right . Well , things are just filing up the spaces these days . some updated things .

Won against AES , 7-0 ! yeayea !
Injured both my leg :(

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HAPPY 15 BIRTHDAY KARZAILIYA BABY♥ !

HAHA ! im sorry , but i just HAD to take one of your cute candid wetwet look
pic of yours . yes miss "im dun need to act , im alr cute " , your older huh ?
:P HAHA , i wish you all the best in your life , may you have a blessed life !
No matter how many times , i bully you , I STILL LOVE YOU lah babi ! :D
And
thats a fact ! heeee , MUAH !

Secondly , as for today , Went sch , had our lessons , idk why , im starting to hate mothertongue -.- maybe because i find it fcukin irritating ! i hate malay subject :(
But because the teacher is very kind hearted and not as arrogant as other teachers , i had to pay attention , for my own sake tho . And then , had recess , idk why today i felt so extra hungry ! HAHA . so yeah , after having rice , i had fruits :D Yumyum !
Then , stayed back as fafa had to do her geog stuffs while fafa otp happily , with full of enthusiasm , OTP with RIFAIE , and then , i could smell JELOUSY like around us . HAHA . better luck next time :P
like finally i see someone happy , where i become happy too ! heh . After that , it was my fav ! ART ! haha ! just the time i need to irritate someone . well , i irritate ms.SILVER so much yet she was still cool with it , thats how the bonding works :D so we had to sketch our school shoes
-.- yes ! in so many items , it just had to be our shoes !

Baby say , he's jealous of my art work :P
heh ^^ Anw , After school , instead of going training , went to nonet's cribo with Rara , i helped her with some things and then , we did smth BAD . Yes , when i say BAD , it means big time BAD . HAHA , shhh ! And then we got free makan ! thanks nonet ! heee , and damn ! i tell you ! the gravy , Spicey to the max ohkay ! i had to drink and drink so that the hotness of it will like go away -.- Heh , By the time , baby was already on his way to my house . so i rushed to my area , and then i saw him ! haha ! p/s: he looks extra handsome today yknw ! well , i didnt spend that much time with him as i was tired plus mom's at home and i cant go home late but i still did enjoy every single secs when i was with him just now ! :D
He gave me Fake eyelash's CD with a badge in it ! haha ! thanks bby for this and& the milk and chocolate (:

Did i mention its our 2 months anniversary today !? HAHA ! It is ! ahhh , im so happy (:

So here it goes !

I FUCKIN ♥ YOU LAH BONTOT ! :D

hi , im bored .

2010-02-20T18:41:00.003+08:00


~!~Step One~!~
Are you taken?? (this survey is really for taken people anyways):	Yes .
If so, by who??:	By KH .
How tall is he??:	hmm , im not sure actually -.-
How much does he weigh??:	idk , thin ? thinner ? HAHA .
Hair Color??:	pure black .
Eye Color??:	black .
What is his best physical feature??:	that chubby cheeks :D and his smell ^^
~!~Step Two~!~
How long have you two been going out??:	uhm , by 24th , its two months . plus 3 months of knowing each other .
What is the best moment you guys have had together??:	uhhhh . haha . shhhh ~
The worst??:	the last time we met . which was ystd -.-
If you could change anything on him, what would it be??:	haha . clothing ?
Do you love him??:	DUH.
Do you judge by his looks or his personality??:	personality .
If he went completely broke, would you care??:	hmm , yeah . cause 1st , we wont be meeting -.-
If he died tomorrow what would you do??:	idk . go completely mute and blinded by tears ? i guess .
How far have you gone with him??:	2 months -.-
Do you plan on marrying each other??:	HAHA . nooo . cause theres still a looong way to go .
~!~Step Three~!~
Who is you last ex??:	oh , him -.-
Why did you guys break up??:	because , he was quite a playa , i must say .
Was he better then your recent boyfriend??:	no , nowhere near the word better .
How long were you guys going out??:	...idk
Who is better looking??:	current one :D
If he asked you back out what would you do??:	idk .
Does your recent boyfriend like him??:	no , i guess .
Do you guys even talk??:	no .
Are you friends??:	no .
Do you still have TINY feelings for him??:	NOT AT ALL .
Did you love him??:	NO !
~!~Step Four~!~ Back to your recent boyfriend
Do you trust him??:	yeah .
If you do, how do you know??:	because i can tell .
If you don't, why??:	...
Where did you two meet??:	hahaha ! not telling .
How long ago was this??:	last year .
Do your parents like him??:	mom , i guess ^^
Does his parents like you??:	hmm , idk . haha . do they ? i hope so .
Can he drive??:	no laaa -.-
I don't think I asked this but how old is he?? (if I did sorry):	16 .

Yes , i was bored -.- i took surveys just to kill time .
Im starting to miss baby alr . he leave me yknow ! he went to Fakeeyelash EP launch . He had to rush as his brother needs him there .
So im here . Just waiting for the night .

I swear im gonna enjoy myself tonight .
YOU FLY !
hahah . My ex (which is now my buddy)texted me early this morning .
Was told everybody is gonna be there , and he invites me there too ! haha .

Told baby about it , and yeah , i could feel he wasnt happy about it .
but i promised i wont be back home late :D
Gahh , thats about it .

Im still exhausted & and tired =(

Exhausted + sick .

2010-02-20T00:17:00.002+08:00

Today was like the most tiring and sleepy day of all despite the fact that school ended early . Well , not really . BM had the Cross country thingy . i did enjoy it for the first time after skipping for two years back to back for not showing up ! HAHA . shhhhhh =X
It wasnt as exciting as i thought it would be . So early in th morning , met up with gfs @ BM inter . headed towards Macritchie . blablabla ..
After everything ended , Bus-ed off towards Lengkok , sittin beside N . haha ! As i had to accompany fafa take her goalkeeper suit and stuffs , after that we had our lunch . she knew almost everything about ____ . and now you know , other people dont know ohkay bitch :D
Nooo , we couldnt go home like everyone else could .. because , they juuuust had to have trainings . Imagine how exhausted can i not be ? i was like still half asleep when we were in th court -.-
After training ended . Boyf was waiting at inter . met him . Yes , i was still sleepy . Didnt talk much with boyf cause i was like in my lala land , then all boyf could do was hug me and *tepoktepok* like as if a baby is going to sleep . HAHA ! i just love that part ! :D
Well , everything didnt end smoothly . Guess , we just needed time to solve things out as everytime we meet , i will ALWAYS be the reason he get so mad and starts ______ . of course i feel so bad .. Went home , made a decision . Boyf should know what i meant . Well , its not confirmed . i just THOUGHT , But whatever it is , __________ . (some things are just too personal :P)
Was asleep from like 8+ till now , woke up , receive so many text msges . replied all . except ______'s . cause i find him irritating . Dardar texted me , and i did some "honest-feelings-confessions" which was a bad idea . What he said was true , & so im happy for him (:

Tomorrow is liya's advance birthday celebration gathering . I was suppose to be there , but then since im really tired and i thought i'd make the whole day tomorrow for me to rest , therefore i wont be coming to the gathering , Or maybe not . idk . See how it goes later on in the morning la .

Awkward .

2010-02-18T19:56:00.005+08:00

I'm sorry . I was seriously out of control yesterday .
Please , ignore my previous post . Therefore , im sorry once again .
These few days , im quite volatile &and , i just control it :(
Haish . I do need help ..

To NMBI , Now that , out of a sudden , we got in contact back , i kept thinkin about the olden days . like wth ? oh wtv .

And to my DFFP , thank YOU , for makin me feel ~~guilty~~ . i didnt wanna do that , but when i did , i was like , ~~"can i have more?"~~ SOMEONE PLEEEEEEEEEEEEEASE tell me , its just a nightmare =/

Assalamualaikum .

Someone just shoot me , please .

2010-02-17T20:20:00.004+08:00

GET OUT OF MY LIFE .
I HAD ENOUGH OF EVERY SINGLE THING .
YOUR BEING FREAKING UNREASONABLE . I DONT DIE IF I DONT COME HOME .
AND YES , I WAS OFFENDED MUCH . BUT I DONT GIVE A FUCK ANYMORE . YOU CAN SAY WHAT YOU WANT TO SAY . I TOTALLY GOT OVER IT . THANKS A MILLION .

Oh , Look what youve done . What happened between him and you , thats so NONE of my fcukin business . You can shout all you want and stuff , cause i dont give a fuck . You can be someone Important to me , someone whom i gave my fullest respect , but , do you ? NO . I DONT THINK SO . haha ! i dont think you even cared . what a joke right . i've been keeping quiet all these while , and i still do . Now that you said , if i did go with him , it best that i dont come home , we'll see who's at the losing end . thanks , thanks for everything .

I thought everything will be fine . But Nooooooooooooooo , You build up the stress to the next level .

when i start , i dont stop .

2010-02-16T21:14:00.008+08:00

I didnt go anywhere actually .
Stayed at home all day .
Baby also stayed at home too .

Early in the morning ,
i had this ~~deep oxymoronic~~ headache .
it was so painful , i tell you .
& that made me wake up
like late in the evening around 12+ ?

That made boyf called me up .
yeah , it wasnt usual for me not replying his
Good morning texts .
Talktalktalk .

In the evening ,
I did nothing but read up a book called ,
"Just listen" .
It was interesting . well , not really at first .
cause i didnt actually understand the book .
Wait till i finish the whole book ^^,

The recent book that i finished reading ,
titled - "A walk to remember"
after boyf returned the book , i was in a total blank ..
as i forgotten how the whole storey goes -.-

Weird , but true =X

Now , looking at those two kittens ,
reminds me of ystd . when i was with bby .
One thing i didnt mention in yesterday's post ,
Theres this part , we were otw to 7 eleven ,
when i heard a cat meow-ing .

& i saw the black cat under this drain . It was trapped .
what a pity righttt . then , i was like ..
"Bie ! Bie ! cepat tolong dia !"
hell yeah , i was panicking . then bby quickly take him out .
heeee . Im proud of boyfriend (:

huhu . Currently chatting with him♥
Just now , he was in ~~tears~~ .
Yeah , like he said , it was happiness .
Couldnt believe we're reaching for the 2nd month .

Well , It might be just 2 months ,
But , what i feel is that ,
Every minute that i spend with him within these two months ,
was really .. memorable . ( if you could find a word better than this , that word would be it)
Not only two months , even before i was his girlfriend .

We knew each other , became close friends , and that was like ..
_ months ! and now , look ^^
whos the girlfriend now huh ? :P
HAHA ! kay diam . Sweetdreams earthlings (:
I ♥ youu , Mr yuukichi !

p/s : im officially Ahyeen Yuukichi ♥

3 words - Lets Get Naked !

2010-02-15T21:57:00.004+08:00

Assalamualaikum (:
Today , Ibu lemme Go out with bby as mentioned in my earlier post . heheheh . Bby woke up at around 10 Then he mamam , after that i asked him to go out from his house around 11 , and he did . heeee . reached under my block at around 12+ ? and by the time he did , i just finished bathing -.- yeah , i was late .. A g a i n . Im soooo Sorrryy Bie ! janji ! tabuat lagi ! (when actually i repeated this like alot of time -.-) yet bby still give me hugs :P
Heeee ! After that , bus-ed off to Dhoby Gaut . Watch Valentines Day ! @ cathay . Bby's treat :D
which was at 4.10pm . When we looked at the watch , it was only like 2.15pm ? so we had like 2 hours or so for us to spend/waste .. then , i had this stupid idea . which is to window shop @ orchard there to walkwalk . At first wanted to go to Little India ! HAHA ! But nah , we didnt . i saw alooooot of bangla which are GAYS -.- haha . wtv . then we walk like the whole of orchard . Then we bus-ed to Dhoby gaut back when its like around 3.30pm+ . Bought popcorn combo then we proceed to the cinema . Now , whatever happens in the cinema is only between me and bby , right bie ? shhhh . HAHA . The Movie , was quite interesting . i'll rate it at 8/10 . huhu .

After movie Ended , i had to go home .. Reached around my area , found a spot to sit & talk for awhile . Haish . There was this part , ahyeen got lectured by baby . Yeah , like for the first time . I was touched by what he said . seriously .

Bby , if your reading this , just want you to know that , yes , i was
touched . why ? cause the way you talk seems like you wont ever give up on me ,
despite the fact that my attitude sucks like hell . Im like the most heartless
girl youve known . When you wanted me to change and make a promise , i didnt ,
because i know myself , and you know theres hope in me that i will still change
slowly .. and when you said that you hated my attitude but nevertheless , you
still love me , I was touched . i know that if im with another guy right
now , that guy would have dumped me long time ago . and you .. you
didnt and maybe thats what makes our relationship grew stronger . Baby
, the only thing left that you should know is that , no matter how hard we
fought , the feelings i had for you from the start till today , will never fade
.. Im sorry . i apologize . for everything . from making you mad . sad . hurt
. made you cry . letting your innocent tears to fall .. every single wrong
doings i did towards you . im sorry ='(
Im just so lucky to have you . Very lucky . i love you so
much bie .

Thats just something for dearest baby . Soooo , hopefully you get what im trying to tell you bie . anw , back to the storey . soo , after that , bby boarded the bus . and i went home . while otw home , bby called . then he talk to ibu :D
Haha ! i love it when boyf and ibu talk to each other .. haha . its like , ibu approve me of having a boyf , but with limits laa :D
Next term , bby say , we might not meet often cause insyallah he will start working liao . Haiyaaa . but nehmind , i told bby that if im free , i might come to his workplace ! the moment i said that , baby smiled so wide ! Gaaaaahhh ! his smile .. ahyeen melts ohkay ! :P Shhhh !
Muahah ! Currently chatting with adil and waiting for bby to finish eating his ayam merah , that nenek cooked . HAHA ! while me ? scratching my bloody legs -.- Mosquito ah ! love my blood . now , i get all the itchyness . cb betol .
Alright . my post ends here . Sweetdreams (:

Eff Youu See Kay .

2010-02-14T18:16:00.002+08:00

Hi !

Im Bored .
Boyf's out .
im at home .
Didnt go out today .

Will go out tomorrow .
yes , with boyf .
Valentine is so goddamn bored .
i cant believe im at home .

Even as im typing ,
& songs played in my laptop .
im still bored .
like seriously .

I want boyf♥ here with me .
where are youuu ! pantatzx .
Bby , you watch out tomorrow ! :P
i miss you already yknow ! hmph .

I realise many people used their back name as 'Sykes' .
And i think , i'll change mine .
As i will just put my name as officially Ahyeen .
Yes , Just Ahyeen .

Or change it back to my old name .
Which is Ahyeen Williams .
Or maybe Not .
Alaaa , idk .

Will Think about it again .
Cant wait for tomorrow tho .
Oh &and , Happy Valentines Day (:

happy valentines day people !

2010-02-14T00:37:00.002+08:00

10 MORE DAYS !

to what ? stay tuned :P

S a t u r d a y -.-

2010-02-13T19:42:00.005+08:00

Today ,

I just watched these two movies online . Yeah , Dont ask me why i was watching the second one -.- i just felt so "fairy-ly" today . HAHA ! whaaaaaaaat? nothing wrong with watching that type of movie ohkay :P & the first movie , which was paranormal entity , it wasnt as exciting as paranormal activity . i still think paranormal activity is the best (Y) . While princesss and teh frog is very sweet (:

Boyfriend on the other hand also was watching movie yknow ! HAHA . he watched "Zombieland" if im not mistaken . yeah yeah , boys and zombies -.-

Gehehe . Tomorrow , ibu say , insyallah , we'll be going to ECP seh :( that means , it will be Valentines-with-family-day ! haish . but if we did , i might ask boyf to come ^^ heheheheh .. And then , maybe on Monday , boyf gonna treat me to watch movie !i wanted to watch "my ex" , but guess what ? it was released last year bodoh -.- Then baby's first choice was Tooth Fairy (p/s: Hes been wanting to watch that ) , and his second was Valentines day . yeay ! its been a loooong time since we watched any together & this time i asked him to choose instead coz everytime we watch something , its always me whom chose . HAHA ! Boyf got bigbigbig heart eh (: heheheehhehe . And before i even answered ibu , im gonna watch movie with whom , she alr knew its gonna be with baby -.- yeah , i guess she knows everything lah .

Im gonna get scolded by boyfie if he knew im still not ~~bathed~~ yet . haha shhh ! gonna get going now . Buhbye people ! Enjoy your holidays . and takecare (:

13-0 // bearbear !

2010-02-12T21:53:00.005+08:00

Uhuh , Those are pics taken today , and pics of present i got as a valentine day gift . it means alot to me people (: Be it chocolates , cake , red rose or love notes ! haaaa . Celebrated CNY in sch . It was a disaster . Sat in the school hall for like idk how many hours till my legs got cramped -.- Talked crap instead with Rara♥ . hehehehh . After sch ended at around 11+ , went to sit @ canteen for awhile . After that went home to take my floorball things . Had a 30mins nap at that time , when i was like happily sleeping , alarm clock just had to disturb my sleep ... So i woke up , having an awful headache .. felt like vomiting , but had to tahan =/
I was actually late .. so didnt met boyf before match .

RESULTS ! 13-0 against Greendale !

Match time - i SCORED TWO freaking goals ! :D
I was like so fuckin enthusiastic about it . HAHA ! alhamdulilah , at last i scored for dearest boyf♥ , hehh ^^ Buuuuuuuuuuuuuuutt , the sad part was , after match i had to quickly rush to meet boyf as he was waiting for me && he actually waited for like .. (3+pm to 5+pm) 2 hours ??!! Im So So So So So sorry bby :(

Promise tabuat lagi . yeah i knw -.- im always late . gaaahhh . i didnt knew it would end late . Anw , talking about boyf , when i met him , i was like effin happy . HAHA ! cause .. you bet ! i miss him lah belo ! :D

here comes my favourite part of the day ..

I was like sitting on the ground to change my shoes to slippers when boyf was at the other corner behind a wall , after i change , i stood up and there he was with a big plastic bag , which contains my "advance valentine present" (thats what he said) i was like soooo suprised . hell yeah ! cause he did told me , he wouldnt have time to buy me presents . Well , he didnt actually find the time , it was mama who bought it :D haha ! Alaaaa , you know , mother-son relationship ^^ HAHA ! Thanks bieeee ! i love it so much ! like seriously ! heheheh .

After that , bus-ed to the blk around my area there to slack , forced bby to camwhore with me =P and stuff . heee (:

At last ! i got the songs i wanted ! heee . thanks again biee ! As night falls , we went to the playground , since bby said , he was getting bored -.-

then .. ~~hehehehheheheheheee~~ ... :D

There was this part , we had our moments .. Its like , we were like reflecting about life after having one another and the love we had for each other while i was hugging him so tightly that i didnt want it to have an end . It was a veh sweet , memorable , unforgettable evening ♥

Oh ! and are you guys waiting for the reveal of the gift i had from boyf ? Its a TeddyBear & it has a small "love note" pasted there . its like soooo adorable lorh ! So far , this teddy is the biggest amongst the other bearbear i have . Hey ! it means alot to me ! infact , everything i got from you means alot to me .. i appreciate every single thing (:

Thank you bie .

i ♥♥♥ you soo much ! Mwah ! Im sorry i didnt get anything for
you on valentines .. cause , th truth is , i dun really think that 14 feb is a
special day .. cause theres particular date which to me , is the most important (:
&and that is indeed our anni date , 241209 ♥
But , nevertheless , i love you so much no matter what !

I swear , today , im gonna sleep soundly with his teddy by me plus the smell of it . oh mannzxc !

hehh ^^around 9 , we seperated , since we had to go and its getting late . Reached home , ibu saw the present .. and straight away she knew it was from boyf -.- tsktsktsk , i guess , "mothers knows best" HAHAHA ! Aite .. till here . Assalamualaikum :D

you and that mole can burn in hell (:

2010-02-11T19:21:00.009+08:00

Today , was absolutelyNo-Mood+"im tired" day . HAHA ! cause there was 3 period straight of maths , and no , i didnt pay attention , basically because i didnt understood a single thing what that relieve (sp?) teacher was talking about , even after asking her questions , her explanations wasnt clear AT ALL . seriously . That leaves me being stuck and didnt even did any attempt of trying =/

Instead , i chatted the whole 3 period of maths with my GFS in class . haha ! the most hyper-full of nonsense-yet-i-love-them girlfriends! HAHA ! Yeah , there were so many stories shared . But but .. heres a problem =/

- On the 20th , theres boyf's bro's GIG . AND I REALLY WANNA GO !
- But at the same day , its liya's birthday party which is gonna be held
  @ sentosa which i alr told`em i'd make it since i missed shanika's =/
So .. HOW !! i guess , im sorry boyf =( i wont be there with you in the GIG . hmmm .

In the morning , i was like Sooo tired that i kept texting bby just so that i could keep myself awake . i know .. wth kan . i couldnt help it lah please -.- he's the only reason i could be awake :P

hahahahah . and i found out , bby was addicted to sending text , without a fail to end every text msg with heart shape ever since i thought him how to , when he could actually copy paste heart shapes like this (♥) . And there he goo .. i find it cute lah ~~bodoh~~ . HAHA ! bie Oh bie ... hehehe i want bite your cheeks again ! muahahha ! And then . after school , my 2 bestf accompany me to sch library as i wanted to borrow books . heheheehhh . thanks guys (:

Oh yah ! see this !!

See ! ibu dun let me go out on V day ! thats so the nazi =(

Hmph ! but nehmind , tmrw is fri , gonna meet boyf before match and after match since sch ended earlier for him ^^ yeayea ! BIEEE ! send me the skylit drive songs ehhh ! if not~~i bite you~~ ! RAWR ! :P haha ! oh yah ! Thanks miles♥ for the oreo advance valentine cake ! nice i tell you . geeeheeee . lalalalaaaa ~

Currently : chatting with boypren & bestpren&buddy (: hehe ! love you both like hell lots ohkay !

Saw that ! bby got red lips -.- and now , im craving for it :P heeee .

Will update tmrw about the score against Greendale !

assalamualaikum :D

Lazyness .

2010-02-09T14:38:00.008+08:00

Yeah , its been how many days i updated smth after boyf's chalet thingy . Im lazy this few days and connection is being unfair to me -.- Again !
Thats why i cant really update alot .
Currently in school's computer lab . Suppose to complete my anime thingy , but i finished it faster than everybody else does =P
Yesterday met boyf and phin ^^ like for th first time meet boyf right after sch ! haha ! phin followed cuz he actually wanted to meet dearest fafa , but then , fafa couldnt make it tho =/
She hurt her back & had to go to polyclinic . Next time ohkay phin ...
@ 5.00pm , return to school as i had floorball trainings , i was hyper -.- idk why . made sheryl and eikaa laugh their ass out ! HAHA ! im glad they are . rather than seeing their glum faces . After training ended , met boyf again (yes , phin and him waited) at the library . we ... , slack , laugh and stuffs . HAHA ! After that , phin went home while boyf sent me back home . I was REALLY tired . i mean , yesterday was like the day that i use alot more energy than the usual days . I was having a nap until phin called up , then we talked for awhile , after that boyf called , and then , we convo-ed . blablabla .. Was Effin Tired by then , and then BOOM ~

Phin , read yor blog . Hey , im glad i met you too ass ! =P
Look , theres no need for a sorry ohkay . Its good that you are willing to wait for that someone you love . i hope whatever happens , you will stay happy . i know the fact that if things goes like th past , your gonna change , cuz i know how your feeling , but really , you gotta stay strong ohkay buddy ! (: what you should know is , haziq and me is always here for you :D

Heh 0.0 Riduwan have been showing me MJ's Videos and stuff about the question if MJ is really dead or still alive ?? cuz if you really explore youtube about him , its freaky i tell you . seriously . In Sch today , didnt really show my hyperness . i guess im really effin tired . Sorry people if i didnt really entertained / talk to you as i always did . i promise , i wont do it again . so that means , i have to rest MOREEE xD
Now , i have to wait for like another 2 and a half hours to dismissal time . Reached home and then BOOM ! sleep ah :D
hehehe . Hopefully , i can top up my phone tomorrow then can text my loved ones alr ! yeayea !
Heeee . *yawn* ahhh , im really tired . OMG . k bye ~

(somehow this pic reminds me of what happen in chalet = )

I miss you , boyf .
& I miss Dardar alot alot Also ='(

060210 .

2010-02-07T20:38:00.003+08:00

Actually there are pics to be uploaded but somehow , my lappy is being unreasonable to me seh =( haiyaaa . I love yesterday veh much . Its like , the best day ever . In the morning on saturday , had a friendly match against MJC , by idk . but what i know , i got to score one ^^ hahah ! after friendly , went to have a bathe and got ready with fafa as our ehemm was waiting . SORRY GUYS . heeee . after that , head our way to bby's chalet . it was his belated birthday party . i was nervous cause mama & papa was there * his parents* . yeah , both of them knew we were together . HAHA . His family is very kind , i must admit (: Haha ! settled down . Mama got two free tickets to Escape theme park ^^ so , me , fafa , bby , phin , feyfey , farhan and matnor went to escape , first thing , we went to the haunted house . it was scary ohkay -.- especially when i saw that pochong . omg ! HAHA ! hell yeah , i screamed so loud while holding on to bby's hand tightlybeside me , and phin wif fafa behind . hahahah ! after that , it was teh viking part , boyf puke after his second ride . i went dizzy on my third ride , while fafa , feyfey and farhan was still OK . i wonder how they adapt to it -.-
After that , went back to bby's chalet , IT WAS HOT . i was perspiring like hell ..
bby asked me to have a bath after eating . I LIKE THE PART WHERE all the four of us were in the room =( it was so sweet . like seriously . i wish we could do it again . of course , i aint telling what we did . hahaha =P and then , followed bby to fetch his friends . one of them , whom feyfey and the rest kept taunting really spoke prefect english mann =P HAHA !
Then , mama asked me to accompany bby buy his cake , along the way , bby's tongue bled . alomak . sorry bie =O
So , we bought the "chocolate fudge" . I didnt really had a taste of it cause i was busy serving others . but nvm . heee .

farhan and fey then kept bullying me cause i mentioned the brand of the cake wrongly . was suppose to be "emicakes" and i saw it as "emitakes" confidently -.- whaaaaaaaat ! shhh ! dun laugh ohkay ! =P
Skip skip skip , when night falls around 7+ we played true or dare . Secrets were out between me and her . so i guess , now i know everything ? i guess ? and i like the part where it was bby's turn , and then he had to answer a question asked by both phin and fafa , And the way he replied really really really touched my heart , thats how it increases the love i had for him . your always inside my heart too bie :D
Fafa did tecktonik (sp?) and phin did his hardstyle shuffle . Woah ! both have cool talents eh eh eh ! hehe . after that , me and fa really had to go . so , i told bby . And then , mama called ! she introduced me to his brothers . he got two bro , and the great part is , both are in a band , the 1st one is in a band called Diorama . and the second one is in Fake eyelash . and now , boyf is in a band too ! haha . Its called 101 Wrongdoings . How cool is that !
Sadly , i didnt get to meet his second bro's wifeyy (she did told haziq she wanted to meet me, haha) ! and i didnt get to meet Numan =( that crazy eyes . heee . too bad lah .

Took our stuffs , feyfey followed us . In the bus , i sat with bby . Fafa sat wit phineas , at first they were so quiet , and the next thing i knew , fafa's hair were like all messed out , idk what they did 0.0 which look so hardcore =P (naughty ah both of you!) HAHA !

Cute right both !

While me and haziq ... hehehehehehehehehehe :P

Reached inter , hugged feyfey , phin , fafa and boyf , and then thats about it =(

*now im missing them*

Reached home , Ibu kept saying "enjoy ah tu , mesti ngan haziq " then i was like -.- ahh .. HAHAH !

Anw , For those who texted me , Im so so so so sorry for not replying , prepaid low =/

and ..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY /BELATED TO SYARIL AND RARA ! LOVE YOU GUYS !

Ohhh God , i feel so sleepy . Currently boyf sleeping if im not wrong . say nudge him -.- but never reply . keciaaan dier . HAHA ! ohkay , post ends here . Nitey nite !

im sad ...

2010-02-05T22:44:00.000+08:00

='(

im fuckin pissed lah cb !

2010-02-05T09:33:00.006+08:00

WHY MUST EVERYTHING BE RUINED AH BITCH ?!

Bored .

2010-02-04T18:29:00.002+08:00

HAHAHAH ! seriously , i have nothing to update . Enjoy your day . buhbye xD

Art project , completed ! = less stress .

2010-02-03T20:42:00.005+08:00

Yeayea ! my stuuupid artpiece has been completed ! like FINALLY ! hahah , But no matter how many things have been completed , im still stress . as a chairperson , im in-charge of alot of F things , like the class donation funds , the booth , the art department thingy , tournament and trainings , and alot more stuffs . gawsh . i wanna end this asap pleeeeeease .
And so , today was quite a moody day . i was really not in the mood . because SOMEONE just have to spoil it . Didnt even have th mood to have a proper conversation with boyf , he had to tolerate my stupid acts just now =( Im sorry boyf . i was hurt as i miss him so so much lor .
Talking about boyf , mom knows about him ! Omg Omg . but no , she wasnt exactly mad just that she wanted me to concentrate on my studies more , if not , no relationships , so yeah , i had to prove her wrong . i need to put in more efforts . like seriously .
Hmm , On friday , Merahans are going to watch the floorball match which my coach is gonna play representing singapore , and its gonna be against australia (or was it new zealand ?) HAHA ! i cant wait . it will end at 9.15pm , but the bad news is , the next day , which is saturday , B girls are gonna have friendly against MJC @ tampines sports hall -.- . and by the time it ends @ 10am , boyf and poleyy is gonna fetch us and my bby . HUHUH ! i cant wait for saturday lah budoh ! hahah . boyfieeee♥ , here i come ^^V

And lastly , for the last time , No , miles and me are NOT together . Its really funny how people think that we are an item -.- cause i already have a boyf . and yes , i love miles veh much as my bestfriend ♥ right milesyy ? HAHA !
Ohkay , im done . Goodnight people , sweetest dream xD

Birthday Girl !

2010-02-02T20:33:00.002+08:00

There you have it . My bitch xD
p/s:my post is gonna be about fafa only .

HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY FAFA FEEFOW ♥ !

Cheyyy ! dah kakak kakak seh orang tuu ! hahah ! Hey , i hope
you like my present syg . just one important thing you have to know is that ,
you've been the best girlfriend/mother/boyfriend/scandal/adversary/sister and
alot more lah . Study hard ohkay syg , i want you to strive for what
you dream for , which is to become a doctor . i know you
can , because you are smart , talented in alot of ways . if
youve got problems , im here . i might be the friend whom you fight the worse
with . but i know , no matter how hard we fought , it doesnt last forever ,
because why ? cause we just cant ! HAHA ! and thats why , being away from you
feels so wrong . I could still remember how we click with each other , how we
first talk to each other , and you were the first friend i made in BMSS , we
were so close together , always in trouble , the loudest girls ,
teachers pet (still remembered the whole teachers knew about us
fighting)and stuff , we were like sisters back then and good news is , we
are still now .
May you have a blessed life sister , and may our friendship last
till forever .
Oh ! and have a boyf soon eh eh eh ^^ HEEEEE !

AKU SAYANG KAO BODOH ! MWAH !

-.- 2nd post of th day .

2010-01-31T16:19:00.005+08:00

Photo was taken with boyf's 'suicide silence' tee . See ! he got nice shirt , yet he wanna give it away just like that -.- Pantat ! His friend , Numan "crazyeyes" (as phin mentioned) wanted this shirt , boyf was quite belo to give him , i must admit -.- the gf kat depan depan mate nanak bagi ! but in th end , i got it lorh =P hmm , next thing , Maybe , Just maybe , i might dye my hair black coz its veh th terang under th sun -.- but toobad , not many teachers caught me xD HAHA !
Today , i must say is quite a disaster . Theres so many things happening , which i wont want to elaborate about it . whats done cant be undone . Theres something wrong with the keyboard here -.- and no , im not happy about it cause it irritates me so much . Will be going to idk where later to have dinner if im not wrong . went to th polyclinic just now . and luckily everything went fine (: Theres another tournament tomorrow , at bedok south against kent ridge , and ms toh said its gonna be a two way transport and that means , i wont be meeting boyf ):
Which is very sad because its been 1 week now that we didnt get to meet , and im missing him badly .. haish .

Bby , i didnt wanna hide
anything from you and thats why i told you everything . i know your sad ,
shocked and stuff , but no matter what , i promise , i will never stop loving
you and& im sorry for hurting you , like i said , i will try to forget ..
And thats a promise . ily bie !

Do whatever you want .

2010-01-31T12:48:00.003+08:00

Wanna leave , By all means , do so .

Early in th morning , boyf called cuz he cant sleep . because of what ? PHIN , you better read this and get this in your head ! As i was saying .. Boyf couldnt sleep BECAUSE you send that stuupid loong text msg . i mean , what was that for ? he's innocent for goodness sake . He's your friend !! what did he do -.- like wth . you wanna leave me and stop contacting me or whatever shit you wanna do , im fine with it . i respect your decision phin , but really , you dont have to do this . AND you za , that BIG poster up there ? you saw that right ? yeah , its specially for you . you choose , you decide . i had enough of all these things going on around me . Seriously . Go ahead ! hate each other as much as you want , because people like you are so self centered that you dont even realise that you guys are hurting people that cares so much for you . No wait ! did you even care ? i dont think so .

assalamualaikum .

Taggy reply + 2nd post of the day -_-

2010-01-30T22:11:00.004+08:00

TAG REPLIES :D

R♥hwaniAliah :Hey yo! I liking i loving your seond post picture laa. Haha. pretty muchiez (:
-aww . thanks Wani (: you also preety lah syg !
Rara : cause your scandal oliver mah? then he know or not? hahaha,i envy you know your blockquote thing,haiyaaaaaa.
-haha ! oliver is the one nak ahyeen become his scandal ba xD Keep Envying ! HAHA ! jk .
RebelliousLILStar : erm , and yeah , since i came back to u really have MOODSWINGS !!! try to tahan , dont always let go !!! ENDURE !!! rememeber ???
-ohkay lah dardar , i try kay ? and im sorry :(
RebelliousLILStar : DarDar , I readed all ur post liao=D hahaha , quite fun ehk , hahahahaha , oh , about the SHIRT's web u did a great job by not letting anyone know ,
-hahah ! ape yang fun ? lol . haha . i know lah . i wont tell pun xD

Ohkay , if you guys are not blind , you people will recon that people with th letter R tag me in a straight row . haha ! i know -.- lame . Hmm , dardar went to bed early today . being veh naughty before that ehh . Heeee . boyf♥ ?? idk where is he right now . i guess he must be very busy :(
secondly , THERES WOLRLD WAR II !!!!

C'mon you Guys ! You people KNOW WHO YOU ARE ! jollywell , stop fighting ! theres no point fighting when we are in th same sch ! we will and definitely gonna see each other's faces over and over again in the same sch ! i know im not involved , but please , if i didnt care at all , i wont give a shit if you guys are fighting . and now , just so you knw , I CARE . and thats why , i wish , you guys will come to your senses and STOP . no matter how hard it is for both of you to be nice to each other , you both somehow JUST HAVE to stop ! cause the one getting HURT , is gonna be ME . yes girls , im th one hearing the both of you throwing vulgars at each other makes me wanna breakdown . idk how th hell am i gonna control you it cause i had enough . these are just small misunderstanding . AND if you girls fight again and theres not gonna be any ending , and i had to choose , let me tell you in advance , i will not and will never choose between th both of you . i treat everybody equally . as i love everybody likewise . Now , i will leave you people alone ..

Ive said my piece . Goodnight .

EyeBags :(

2010-01-30T18:29:00.011+08:00

I ve Got EyeBags ! that weighs 123434678976543234 KG !
=( Now Cannot sleep late alr . Ibu say , sleeping late is the cause of having eyebags . pffffffttt . So , if i dun wan to have such eyebags , must sleep early , ( did i repeat that twice ?) HAHA ! Thats was what i notice the first thing i woke up today -.- hmm . tsktsktsk .
Today is saturday , im at home all th way bacause i am grounded . If i wasnt , i would have followed boyf to his jamming thingy with his friends or maybe going to dardar's house now -.-
Oh maann , tell me this is so gonna end soon !

And since , im grounded , i was at home all the way ! Chatting with my Dardar (:
He Just got back from clinic , his mummy bring him go there . heeee . Was told he had minor lung infection ! tuu lah ! ~~smoke~~ lagi eh dar ! but he have stopped ever since he kept coughing (: which is good . haha ! We chatted about alooooot of things . Things that we could remember when it was 2 years ago ! HAHA ! those memories kept me laughing and smiling all th way . When we tonned at ECP during national day . I swear it was fun ! hahahah . and he was like only 15 ? and i was 13 . like -.- still not matured yet . The part where this 19 year old NS guy gave me a present which was a music box , veh sweet of to think that by giving me that present , i would accept him -.- and dardar kept laughing -.- thanks horh . HAHA . and as years go by , we met again ! TODAY !(: haha . alhamdulilah . thank god i met him like again ! awwww . hahah ! currently , both dardar and me are surfing th net to look for DropDead shirt ! and OHMY GOD . he found this website that has cool girls and guys shirt / hoodies / jumper and stuff . oh , im sorry , im not telling which website it is =P HAHA ! i must admit , dardar is quite , no wait , veh smart !!

I WANT THIS !

AND THIS !

My mouth jaw dropped for a sec upon all this coolshitzxstuffzxc ! Dardar alr started to order , and he said if he did save more he would like to buy it for me too . How sweet . But no thanks . Dardar , if your reading this , DONT EVER waste money . if not ... you knw what i will do to you =P
So Kids , the whole storey for today is : AHYEEEEEEN HAVE TO SAVE ! start saving !! hahahahahahha !! Ohkay lame -.- i cant help it ! im in love with dropdead things . Grrr ! i wouldnt go crazy if mr lau ah kong never showed me this . but nehmind , since it caught my attention , im in ! ^^ HAHA !

Wondering what bby is doing right now . i kinda feel guilty cuz he had to text me twice then i will reply his text . im sorry bby . im too engrossed in chatting and surfing =\ And then , yesterday , we fought :( Just because , my pms strike me -.- like one fcuk . he got affected . i ignored him . like i didnt wanna talk to him . my heart was in pain like in a total disaster . For th first time , everything sweet he said , my heart aches even more . maybe im crazy but this is really how i feel . haish . And the part when my batt went low , at around 4pm . i didnt charged it . i left my phone off . and then i woke up at 6+ , on my phone to charge , guess what ? the momment i on my phone , boyf was calling . i quickly pick up and i asked him ..

me : b ! you never sleep ?! (worried tone)
boyf : no (crying) , i was worried about you . why you off your phone ??
me :*explaining about what happened *

there you have it . how cruel i am towards him . imagine not sleeping from 4+ to 6am just to makesure im fine ... haish . i feel so bad . it really shows how much he did love me :( Bie , im sorry .

~~when~~ u said im your
everything , except your girlfriend , i was happy yet guilty . i just dont know
what to do . you've been very kind towards me , im happy ive got you back . but
you know what situation i am in . i hope you wont change and this remains the
same all the way like you alway say , nothing is gonna change . i ... haish
.. i still cant tell you how much i ___ you . cause im taken .

Thats all for today , i guess . assalamualaikum (:

Im so bored that i could even write the second post of th dayy ayy ...

2010-01-29T19:35:00.008+08:00

I just woke up from my sleep . yes , i slept again . i feel like one pig -.- HAHA ! Usually , if i tell boyf that i am like one , he used to reply

"no ! not a pig , but my sleeping beauty :D "

haha ! i know , right ! Im alone at home right now :( feeling hungaryyy . Just have to wait for ibu and monster's return . veh long leh they all . if it have not been me being very sick , i think , i would have been out with my boy friends eating dinner at indochine and laughing my ass out . i bet they are having fun now . hahah . they always do . laugh at almost every possible reason . wait , as im typing now , Miles just called using haikal's phone . They said get well soon and they love me ! awww . my bic boys so sweet uh ! thanks guys , ♥ you guys even more ohkay ! heeee . if im not wrong , boyf is jamming with his friends , phin , fey fey , matnor and th others whom im not sure of who . boyf and his friends made up a band ! ^^ Cool or what . HAHA . Anw , i felt bad cause just now , i throw tantrums at boyf after we put down th phone , idk why uh . i think since my P came , my moodswings came and it affected all those loved ones around me , even paul tan bao er realised that . im sorry dar .. and im sorry boyf . I promise to control it next time . Hmm , now , idk what to type . currently texting wif dardar♥ and waiting for boyf♥ to text plus waiting for the two to come home .

*singing*

lalalalalaaaa ..

abcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxyz !

now i know my abc ,

why wont you come sing with me .

ohkay what tha hell ? -.-

i guess , im sleeping again . heee . anybody wanna join ? =P

assalamualaikum (:

stupid cramps ! didnt know being a girl would be very torturing :(

2010-01-29T15:20:00.005+08:00

I was taking baby steps while on th way home right after school ended which was at 12.45pm . I didnt attend floorball training , as i was feeling very sick . Reported sick to Miss Tay . She was very kind . She even gave me her own panadol and plain water . After having th medicine , i was feeling very sleepy . i couldnt stand it . I almost fell asleep inside th bus . During art period , Nonet was beside me , making fun instead . no syg , you werent helping by making me laugh -.- pantat betol ! but nevertheless , Nonet accompanied me home . Thanks syg . Without you , i think i would have fainted on th spot . haha ! Now , i felt abit better . pphew ! th feeling was quite torturing i tell you ! Grr ! I even asked Nonet one stuupid question . which was ..

"net , asl kite kene jadi pompan nie ? "

i know ! stuupid right ? -.- what to do . i wasnt thinking when talking . secondly , i know im gonna miss alot of things when my teammates are there in th hall doing their playups and stuff , while im here at home doing nothing :(

Anw , wanna thank bby for everything . yesterday .. today .. and even in th future :(

Yesterday , i went off sleeping quite early as i was effin tired . it was like , 8/9pm ? after talking to bby on th phone . And so , i was asleep ... at around 2.30am in the morning , i was awaken by an awful nightmare :( In the nightmare i saw Ayah . He was in danger .. i heard him calling my name :'( and i was there , lost , i didnt knew what to do , how to save him and stuff , was very lost , i was panting so hard , and then suddenly , i was being strangled by idk who . the strangling part felt so real =( it felt so real that i could feel fingers across my neck and i was crying after that nightmare , texted bby .. and thankfully , he replied . i didnt called him instead cause even if i did call , its not as if i could talk to him . and then bby calmed me down . it was very sweet of him and the weird part was , bby said he was awake 5 mins before i texted him . i guess , we both have this very strong feelings or connections or whatever you call it , idk . And then today , when i was having my stuupid cramps , i kept complaining to him , which i know , im gonna distract him from his lessons . but he still replied my texts . he's th best boyf i ever had . love you bie (:
im starting to miss him alr :'(

Ayah , i hope you are fine where ever you are .
im missing you badly .
and i need you here .
even if we are far apart
and we dont meet regularly now ,
want to let you know ,
that you are always inside my heart .
i love you dad .

Victory .

2010-01-28T18:50:00.004+08:00

WE BEAT St.THERESA !!! 10 - 2

*alhamdulilah*

But sadly , i didnt get to score any =( There were like , soo many people expecting me to score , well , i did gave my best , and maybe , today just wont be those lucky days . but , i will and definitely , try harder th next time (: *think positive* it was a great experience to have played a match against former last year's champion , STC . All the players had good sportsmanship . Everybody played well and hopefully , we will play consistantly good through out and achieve this year's goal . In the morning , @ 10.30am , team leave class and gathered at hall , to practice our hit ins and play ups . The Team thought STC wont be coming and hoping for a walk over -.- Lol . HAHA . well , they turned up late but still , they came within the 15mins grace time . After
game , saw ex primary schoolmate ! my friends like Aisyah & Amirah Hanis from kent ridge , maaannnn , i miss them . Oh ! and and , i also saw , my minah , YiLing From Yusof Ishak and juniors like , syafiq and haris also from the same sch as mentioned . Thanks syafiq syg for th compliment (: HAHA . fyi , he said i was becoming preetier . Lol ! HAHA . i hugged all of them ! I managed to take photo with syafiq only . HAHA ! and the other pic is the irritating monster . HAHA !

After match , stayed back to watch kent ridge against springfield and also merahans b boys against APS , which if im not wrong , stands for assumption pathway school ? HAHA . i seriously dont know . Next Week , Merahans will be playing against Kent Ridge . yes , sadly against my own friends :( Before anything , i would like to apologise if i did a hard body contact or play roughly against you guys . whats important is , everybody play their best . Was checkin the day of th match , and all these while ive been blinded ! -.- i kept telling my boyf that match is on next tues when its actually monday . i thought we're not gonna meet in th end . but guess what ! we'll still be meeting . since boyf's sch ends late , this sweet girlf of his will be waiting patiently for boyf . HAHAH ! i miss bby alot alot =( Oh well , have a great week end ! takecare . assalamualaikum !

Im lost for words . im .. :'(
After i got to know that .. haish .. ~~PTBE!~~ ..
Dont you feel what i feel ? :( i guess , its not gonna happen.

dia sudah tidak treat saya seperti dulu :(

2010-01-27T18:51:00.007+08:00

And so , my day was like as usual , i just finished my training . and yeah , im tired .
The longest lesson today was art -.- As you people can see , it is not completed yet as i was taking my own sweet time . I wanted my piece to be like "puuurrrfect" but as time flies , i kept screaming with my partner cuz in th end , i wasnt happy with it . we were suppose to paint O'keeffe's painting of flowers which is obviously hard for me . and blablabla ~ After 4 periods of Art , went to next door which is my last year's art teacher , Miss Goh . I was busy kepo-ing with my buddies with their artworks until this striking Pink acrylic paint caught my attention ! guess what i did ? i squuezed the paint out , rub it in my hands and apply on to my floorball stick ! people thought it wasnt gonna be nice until Miss Goh helped me with it , and guys , You were WRONG !It turned out nice i tell you ! th combination of striking pink and gold xD hahah ! had to wait for it to dry . but too bad , it was acrylic , it will eventually turn into plastic and can be easily rubbed off . and then i was like =( But nehmind , we can always do it again ! HAHA . so blablabla .. SKIP ! After sch , accompanied fafa to opposite for her to take her floorball goalkeeper suit , while waiting , texted phin ! phin Oh phin .. lol . i hope whatever it is , he will take it easy . and like i said , its a bad idea to lie to me . and always remember what i said ohkay , all i could do is advise .. as a saying by Galileo Galilei- "You cannot teach a man anything, you can only help him to find it for himself." Back to fafa , oh ya ! thanks babe , for the redbull and cheese bread . HAHA . FYI , this is her first time treating me for this year ! lol . treat more eh fa (: went to hall , had our training , which ended at , to be exact , 5.10pm . Headed home while otp-ing with boyf . haish -.- wtv uh .

idk why , i get jealous easily if F talk to someone else more than F does to
me ! hmph ! and idk how but things change alot . P nowadays doesnt talk much
like P does when we got in contact back like a few days ago =( its really
saddening you know . i hate these changes . And __ , idk why , but i get
~~quite irritated~~ with you . many
times . im sorry And & boyf , i hope you understand how i feel everytime you said your going to lepak . cause , i thought you promised to concentrate on studies more . but it seems like you lepak more . i didnt want to tell you this actually . haish .

I hope things doesnt change and it stays th way i want it to be , or maybe not . cause nobody knows whom im refering to anyway . till here . assalamualaikum ^^

p/s : Oh allah , give me the strengths to play for tomorrow's first match with confidence , amin . hopefully everything will go fine . im nervous now . i cant sleep =(

break , patch , break , patch .

2010-01-26T17:45:00.002+08:00

TweetTweet ! Went To nonet's house after school . Made her a new blog . beginners kan (:
hehehe . Did that specially for her so that she could actually express her thoughts and stuff . today is their supposingly what nonet said just now - " 9th Month Tak menjadi" . haiyooo . you guys got into an on/off relationship , its so unhealthy . Somehow , i hope nonet will be more aggresive . i know , you love him even after so many patchups and his wrong doings , but syg , you gotta wake up and see . kay back to the storey in her house . After finish doing the blog , her nenek cooked kuah lemak ayam ! soooo spicyyy ! hahah ! she served me , as i was eating , i was like licking my fingers as th gravy itself was tastyyy . and then , got ice cream sumore ! HAHA . she check if theres anything else she could eat before i could go home -.- yeah , that nonet for sure . HAHA . another cutestuff , i must say . Reached home , otp with baby ^^
bby said , he had a dream yesterday night . About US , our wedding at this age!! HAHAH ! how cool can that be !? ohhmyyy . HAHA ! bby is sooo cute laaaaa xD
Currently chatting with : boyf & phinn - eas !
Phin ! chill aites , and remember , PATIENCE !
Tomorrow got training , Thursday - start of first match in tournament , against STC =/
assalamualaikum .

To paul ; Do takecare of yourself !
And Stop smoking for goodness sake ! Drink plenty of water , and dooo take your medicine ! like , pleeeeeeease . so , Get well Soon ohkay ♥

back to update :)

2010-01-25T21:32:00.002+08:00

So here i am , to update abit about yesterday . Basically , it was boyf's birthday . and yeah , we enjoyed it ourselves veh much . im too tired to explain everything in details , just one important thing he should know that , Ahyeen here ♥ Haziq yuukichi very much ! xD

TODAY

Went to school , otw there , was in tears -.- IM GROUNDED ! until idk when . HELLO ! i have sooo many plans coming up ! why must life be miserable ! kay wtv . Wanna thanks Miles♥ for treating me cheese waffles ! wuhhu ^^ my bestie . Currently chatting with my dearest PAUL TAN BAO ER♥ . Have changed my blogskin . and hopefully , it wont make me bored anymore , cuz im inlove with it ! heeeeeeeeee . byebye people . takcare . assalamualaikum xD

FGHJKNB , go Fcuk yself (:

2010-01-20T18:14:00.005+08:00

Unless , i have the mood to update .

i will . if not , say goodbye to blogging xD
and

SPAMMERS , KEEP TAGGING .

I LOVE YOUR COMMENTS .

it shows how much you actually care about me .

heheheheheheh .

love ya people . takecare .

may peace be upon you .

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miss boyfriend .

2010-01-18T21:28:00.000+08:00

still on hiatus . and missing bf preety much , alot =(
byebye .

2010-01-17T14:07:00.000+08:00

im on hiatus . sorry . comp spoil .

i totally enjoyed myself .

2010-01-15T18:31:00.003+08:00

Today i got photos , but im ~~lazy~~ to upload . On every friday , BMSS for secondary 3 students usually will go out from th sch to do activities outside , and the best thing is , it ends at 11.30am officially xD geeeheee . So , today , my class & mr dog's aka Zikri Gayboy!'s class went to labrador park . to do what ? im prohibited from telling ou guys of what actually happen , so people who are going there on the next friday , im sorry but , you can only find out on that particular day . and so , i really did enjoy myself . After everything ended , cabbed back to sch , it was ms Tay's treat , *thank you ms tay* while the rest of the students went back by bus xD . heheheh . training started at 1.00pm eventually . and ended at 2.30pm . i gave my best shot for training today as tournament is veh near . At times , i find daddy's street soccer mecurial nike shoes quite comfyy . hohoho . it gave me that spirit to go for every ball . AHAHAH . so blablabla .. went home feeling exhausted . bad news is , i got a headache now . good news , it wont last till tomorrow as im meeting bby ! hahah . going library =X cause ... his poor girlfriend has aloooooooooot of homework to do =( but nehmind . im sure i can manage it ^^
i think thats all about it . i feel like sleeping again seh .. but , cannot . maghrib already =O

p/s: bf remind me of the stuupid diet i had challenge with aunt , and so , im starting it today! all the best to me ^^